Plan to use SN tonight without an anti-emetic

[GenericUsername37]

Things are getting worse and worse by the day and it seems impossible to get any sort of anti-emetic in Canada (even online). Tonight is the perfect night I'm all alone and it will make a statement hopefully. I have been wanting to die and trying to get anti emetic for so so long but I cant. My SN is old but I dont care, I dont care about purities or testing it or anything like that anymore I'm just gonna use the SN

 

[why am i alive?]

I wish you the best!

 

[Ambivalent1]

Why would you do that? Logic over emotion. Come on now

 

[GenericUsername37]

Why would you do that? Logic over emotion. Come on now

because a failed attempt doesnt seem to cause permanent damage and even if its a 50/50 chance for me thats like a 50% chance of winning the lottery being able to die right now and i feel like anti emetics arent entirely necessary also im a very small person

 

[Dliena]

Godspeed and may you have endless peace OP.

 

[LifeIsCrazyNemb]

Things are getting worse and worse by the day and it seems impossible to get any sort of anti-emetic in Canada (even online). Tonight is the perfect night I'm all alone and it will make a statement hopefully. I have been wanting to die and trying to get anti emetic for so so long but I cant. My SN is old but I dont care, I dont care about purities or testing it or anything like that anymore I'm just gonna use the SN

Dont you have acess to marijuana at least? It works as an AE.
I wish you good luck!

 

[GenericUsername37]

how many TSPs is 15-20 grams of SN?

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you find freedom from your suffering, best of luck.

 

[Wojaczek]

you cant get promethazine?

 

[LifelessStranger]

Your attempt is quite risky. I genuinely wish you all the luck, you'll definitely need it.

 

[TiredOfAllThis]

Wish you to find peace. Will you be posting?

 

[mtoro998]

You could get an OTC anti emetic. Not as effective but still better than nothing.

 

[davidtorez]

It is easy to get antiemetics online . Google Vanuatu pharmacy. I got my antiemetics on there

 

[TiredOfAllThis]

Wish you to finally find peace.

 

[Unsure and alone]

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Things are getting worse and worse by the day and it seems impossible to get any sort of anti-emetic in Canada (even online). Tonight is the perfect night I'm all alone and it will make a statement hopefully. I have been wanting to die and trying to get anti emetic for so so long but I cant. My SN is old but I dont care, I dont care about purities or testing it or anything like that anymore I'm just gonna use the SN

If you're still around.
First of all I hope you're okay.
Second of all at least get a scale to properly measure your SN .
I get being desperate enough to try it fast , but you should be able to get a kitchen scale same day at most bigger grocery stores .

If you are here and did try it.
What happened ?

I'm also possibly going without an anti- emetic .
Depending on other factors I will attempt to look into an anti- metic from an online pharmacy.

As I said before I hope you're okay whatever happened.
Good luck it sounds like you really need it.