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Suicide Discussion

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Eudaimonic
Discussion Is there anybody else here who ruined their life in an easily avoidable manner?
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16
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1K
astr4
astr4
smh
Venting Do i really want help?
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8
Views
686
SoulBroken
SoulBroken
S
Reasons to kill yourself and reasons to not kill yourself?
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26
Views
1K
astr4
astr4
restingplace
Story Best friend
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0
Views
443
restingplace
restingplace
darkenmydoorstep
People who say stuff they don’t mean
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1
Views
543
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
Vision4ry
Die while the going is good
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3
Views
599
Aeselle
Aeselle
I
Hanging with cables (partial suspension)
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0
Views
636
InstallGentoo
I
Lam1dz
NSFW Almost locked up
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2
Views
639
astr4
astr4
restingplace
Discussion scared to live
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7
Views
814
restingplace
restingplace
I
Method Heights
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0
Views
342
inpursuitofpeace
I
LadyApple
just got scammed on the darkweb can't believe this is happening to me
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3
Views
685
[..redacted..]
R
Placo
Making peace with death
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28
Views
1K
Placo
Placo
meddle
dont know why im writing this
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1
Views
357
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
mothmanisgay
Method jumping 38m (125ft) into water
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2
Views
762
LostSoul1965
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loslassen
Venting Finally writing my goodbye letters.
Replies
6
Views
557
loslassen
loslassen
goblin99
Energetic CTB music
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1
Views
364
final_countdown12
F
burner4242
Method Advil/ibuprofen before SH
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4
Views
521
burner4242
burner4242
WearyWanderer
Last Ditch Attempt at Pegasos Travel
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10
Views
1K
Dot
Dot
Aeselle
Wanting to die because I feel fulfilled with life
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8
Views
843
Aeselle
Aeselle
burner4242
Venting Relapse after almost 8 years
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3
Views
681
burner4242
burner4242
bigmanharsh
Method Is Inhaling Helium or any other inert gas a safe and peaceful way to CTB?
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0
Views
425
bigmanharsh
bigmanharsh
HuskyD'hiver
Help Should I Actually Go Through With It?...
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8
Views
853
HuskyD'hiver
HuskyD'hiver
wildbluekiss
there is no place for me, in the past, the present time and day, nor in the future
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0
Views
403
wildbluekiss
wildbluekiss
FuneralCry
Venting When people say “I hope you don’t ctb and find a way to live instead”
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10
Views
2K
final_countdown12
F
lkjhgfdsa1
Game over
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2
Views
506
Blueth
B
H
it's over for me and i don't know how to feel
Replies
6
Views
857
hai.saih
H
U
How painful is SN?
Replies
14
Views
1K
Dayrain
D
goodoldnoname923
Venting Am i a bad person?
Replies
4
Views
761
onceinthefuturewas
onceinthefuturewas
Safralavendel
Help Make it better for family and friends
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2
Views
463
final_countdown12
F
L
Venting Desperately lonely
Replies
10
Views
798
lostintheloop
L
H
Hey im new
Replies
19
Views
805
Heyyy
H
JBFTM224
  • Question
What do you think is a reasonable reason to want to ctb?
Replies
11
Views
787
Dark Window
Dark Window
FuneralCry
  • Locked
Venting It’s disappointing what this site became
Replies
4
Views
895
EyesOfNight
EyesOfNight
F
Venting a single Bees Knees turns into suicidal despair (29M)
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1
Views
628
halleyscomet
halleyscomet
W
I'm afraid to die
Replies
10
Views
574
Ambivalent1
Ambivalent1
FuneralCry
Venting Access to peaceful, guaranteed suicide methods should be a human right
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4
Views
664
Dark Moon
Dark Moon
B
What are the suitable ones from the list for SN?
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4
Views
566
Blueth
B
fleetingnight
Venting Repetitive vent like always
Replies
4
Views
785
Dark Moon
Dark Moon
MeowTheFlemishCat
Discussion MAID (Canada) for mental illness DELAYED again until 2027
Replies
11
Views
848
Not Today Satan
Not Today Satan
goodoldnoname923
Falling down
Replies
5
Views
454
iloverachel
I
lkjhgfdsa1
no reason to live anymore
Replies
2
Views
344
Blueth
B
alpris13
Venting Keep coming back here/Whats the point?
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4
Views
619
Forever Sleep
F
lkjhgfdsa1
how to accept it will never get better
Replies
15
Views
991
wsx-rt
W
gggy
i feel peaceful when I'm going to ctb
Replies
3
Views
333
Dark Window
Dark Window
L
Nembutal and vomiting
Replies
1
Views
499
final_countdown12
F
AbsentMindedHuman
Venting I dont understand existance anymore
Replies
6
Views
586
trappedinthislife
trappedinthislife
A
Really need help
Replies
2
Views
437
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
L
Benzos before or after sn
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2
Views
423
Optimu$
Optimu$
quietandsad113
Failed was found
Replies
6
Views
722
Optimu$
Optimu$
goodoldnoname923
  • Locked
Running out of methods
Replies
23
Views
2K
Zaphkiel
Z
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