Venting It’s disappointing what this site became

[FuneralCry]

I find it disappointing what this site became, to me it often feels no different to anywhere else on the internet, honestly I don't relate to people on here as I'm repulsed by things like self harm and anything to do with relationships, I don't believe that I deserve to suffer, I don't hate myself but rather I just don't wish to exist.

So much of the content on here is just vile now and insufferable to me, so much of it is far too anti-suicide as well, I find it sad how this site became so mainstream but anyway I'm not even surprised, humans really do like to poison everything. I just cannot stand so many humans and I'm tired of suffering in this cruel, meaningless existence.

At times this site just feels like bored people's social media to me, so terrible and obnoxious, this site is only good for my own personal venting now, it was better a while back when people came here as they really wanted to die and couldn't discuss the subject of suicide anywhere else, so much of the content on here just makes me wish for death even more, I really never should have existed at all.

 

[EvisceratedJester]

Oh boy, here we go again.

 

[BardBarrie]

Doesn't seem anti-suicide to me.

 

[Roseate]

Repulsed by self harm? Excuse me? Most people who are depressed self harm so maybe you're repulsed because you're like those same people you hate cuz that's something they'd say. And you know for someone who hates life so much, you've been here for a long time. You're not even trying for someone who hates life. Do you even have a reason to be here? Cuz the rest of us depressed clinically, and we're suicidal but you seem to only be here to encourage people to die yet make no effort to do so yourself.. it's weird actually. Then you complain about people being anti-suicide but no one here actually wants to be suicidal. We just were dealt a bad card and were suffering.

All I see you do is encourage people and talk down on this app. I've been here for 3 years and you only interact with certain posts. It's like you want to encourage people to kill themselves cuz it brings you joy. And the rest of us are sad by it but we understand why they do it but you it's different. Dying is not the first choice, it's the last. So if you really cared about on here, you'd see the people that don't want to die and just want a place where they can express themselves. We shouldn't be as bad the people outside of this app yet it feels like you thrive on other peoples pain and no one says anything. No one ever says anything so I'll say it this time cuz I'm sure we all are sick of hearing it. So why are you alive for a person who is so pro-suicide?

 

[EyesOfNight]

It's awful not having a safe space. I hope you find peace someday.