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Unknown21

Unknown21

Enlightened
Apr 25, 2023
1,260
I wish you peace from this brutal and cruel world. Life was hard on you. I am truly sorry for what you went through. Goodbye.
 
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YosemiteGrrl

When will courage be mine
Dec 17, 2023
217
Hey all! I'm the Evan the OP mentioned. For any curious about the regime she is following, here it is! We are on day 1.

Day 1 -

wake up at 8am , take 1 x 10mg meto

4pm (8 hours later) take another 1 x 10 mg meto

12am ( another 8 hours ) 1 x mg meto


______________________________________

Day 2 :

8am , 1 x 10mg meto
4pm , 1 x 10mg meto

11pm ;; 600mg ibuprofen, 500mg acetaminophen

11:15pm ;; 3 x 10mg meto (30g in total)

11:30pm ;; double dose of antacid

11:35pm ;; prepare sn drinks.. 25g in both cups in case i vomit.. which is sort of an overkill because i'm quite small.

12:00am ;; drink sn , lay in bed & die :pp

Thank you so much for the protocol and the updates that will follow. So very grateful.
@bambibambam wishing you a peaceful and easy passage...
 
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dreamfloat

dreamfloat

Member
Apr 22, 2024
52
I'm sorry this life was not kind to you. You sound like a lovely person. I hope you can find peace.
 
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buoy

Kill off the old me before I decide to kill myself
Nov 8, 2023
104
I love you stranger. Sorry to see you go but don't want to keep you waiting. Every moment is your choice. Don't rush, don't regret.
 
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Sunshine

Sunshine

Experienced
Jan 11, 2019
226
You really seem like a sweet girl. This is really sad. You're also so young too. I 100% respect your choice but if you feel any hesitation please don't feel like you have to commit to any of this.
 
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iloverachel

Enlightened
Mar 7, 2024
1,217
Any updates
Just checking in
Hope you find peace
 
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tpboy

tpboy

No Karma Cafe
Aug 4, 2023
491
On the other side!
 
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Unknown21

Enlightened
Apr 25, 2023
1,260
I hope you found what you were looking for, you deserve to be at peace now, rest in peace.
 
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justcallmeJ

justcallmeJ

<3
Nov 9, 2023
417
I hope you found peace <3
 
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Unknown21

Enlightened
Apr 25, 2023
1,260
Hey all! I'm the Evan the OP mentioned. For any curious about the regime she is following, here it is! We are on day 1.

Day 1 -

wake up at 8am , take 1 x 10mg meto

4pm (8 hours later) take another 1 x 10 mg meto

12am ( another 8 hours ) 1 x mg meto


______________________________________

Day 2 :

8am , 1 x 10mg meto
4pm , 1 x 10mg meto

11pm ;; 600mg ibuprofen, 500mg acetaminophen

11:15pm ;; 3 x 10mg meto (30g in total)

11:30pm ;; double dose of antacid

11:35pm ;; prepare sn drinks.. 25g in both cups in case i vomit.. which is sort of an overkill because i'm quite small.

12:00am ;; drink sn , lay in bed & die :pp
Any updates?!!
 
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sisyphean-nightmare

sisyphean-nightmare

Wizard
Dec 14, 2023
615
I hope you find peace whatever you decide on. You've clearly lived a life where you've needed to be freakishly strong and I fully understand that you need to rest. 💜
 
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iloverachel

Enlightened
Mar 7, 2024
1,217
Yup! We're on Day 2, SN will be taken tonight.
I wish her luck and peace.
I know her death will be awfully hard to deal with for you too, sending my best wishes
 
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evannave

love you guys <3
Feb 27, 2024
163
I wish her luck and peace.
I know her death will be awfully hard to deal with for you too, sending my best wishes
We will all miss her, she is a beautiful soul and does not deserve the pain that she has gone through.
She has officially logged off of SaSu for the last time <3
 
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davidtorez

davidtorez

Warlock
Mar 8, 2024
771
This is so sad but such is life☹️
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,309
@bambibambam Good luck and all the best! I hope you find freedom and peace! :heart:🫂

@evannave it is great you are doing all this for her and you spend the time with her. :heart:
 
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evannave

love you guys <3
Feb 27, 2024
163
@bambibambam Good luck and all the best! I hope you find freedom and peace! :heart:🫂

@evannave it is great you are doing all this for her and you spend the time with her. :heart:
Of course! No one deserves to leave this world alone.
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
4,223
She's going strong. She has considered taking the SN tomorrow instead, but has not decided yet.
Tell her for me, whatever she decides she has our full support and love.
 
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Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
3,558
I'm sorry for your suffering! ~
 
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evannave

evannave

love you guys <3
Feb 27, 2024
163
A message from her:
IMG 2471
 
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Kurai

Kurai

Suffering
Jul 23, 2023
241
How is she doing?
 
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Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
3,558
How is she doing?
I think she's sleeping. I'll be asleep when she wakes up, so I won't be able to give another update than that.

update: she was feeling poorly and in pain when she was trying to sleep
 
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natthebrat

natthebrat

only help i want is with ctb
Jul 9, 2023
189
Good luck, and I'm sorry it's had to come to this. Hope you find your comfort :)
 
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baller

baller

"such is life"
Apr 30, 2024
59
Im sorry ml, I wish u the best :( Goodbye :heart:
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,795
I hope you find peace soon from your pain and suffering. I wish you best of luck
 
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Dark Window

Dark Window

Forest Wanderer
Mar 12, 2024
547

If you guys don't want your suicide stopped, then stop posting so much about it online!

No offence guys but it makes me think you wanna be stopped.

You really should be keeping your posts to SaSu only if you really want to go without being interrupted.

I know some people will not like this but the more you post about it online, the more likely you are to be stopped.
 
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Dark Window

Dark Window

Forest Wanderer
Mar 12, 2024
547
Any more updates on this gal?
 
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