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savemedanaplz

Member
Jul 9, 2026
31
My run here was great. I met a lot of people with similar situations to mine. It was really nice having people who listens and a place where i can be vulnerable in. Im really grateful for you guys, thank you to whoever made this website.

Anyways, I have decided the perfect way to do it. I have it all planned out and I have 7 hours until I execute it. 7 hours of suffering left then i will be as free as a bird.

I only wrote one letter, because i feel like they dont deserve more from me. After all, this rope will be the first and only thing that didn't let me down.

I hope death feels like the first time she hugged me.

Good riddance.
 
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Jadeith

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Jan 14, 2025
776
Fare thee well.
Have peaceful and painless journey.
 
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hdead

Wizard
Jun 2, 2026
614
Your run here was short but I appreciated your presence here. All the best and good riddance. ❣️
 
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shibby

shibby

if nb said this, i love u
Sep 9, 2023
30
we'll miss u man. hopefuly ur method goes smoothly and u can peacefully fly /rest. ur an angel, fly well! love ya man. may death hug u so gently and beautifully
 
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darksouls

Angelic
May 10, 2025
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🕊️ peace and love to you, my friend
 
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savemedanaplz

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Jul 9, 2026
31
Your run here was short but I appreciated your presence here. All the best and good riddance. ❣️
I wish you a peaceful life in this cruel earth
 
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Braindead Girl

Braindead Girl

Alice (she/her)
Jul 16, 2026
85
Goodbye Rest Well 💗
 
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savemedanaplz

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PerfectVictory

PerfectVictory

God of the New World
Nov 9, 2025
42
I hope however long you have left is as pleasant as possible
I hope however long you have left is as pleasant as possible
 
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sadbh—itstimetogo🤎

sadbh—itstimetogo🤎

unintentionally offensive
Apr 4, 2026
758
I hope it is everything you're looking for, and that you enjoy your final hours.
 
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tooafraidtodiez

Will CTB before my favorite show ends
Apr 29, 2026
421
Goodluck. Hopefully i'll follow soon in 1-2 weeks
 
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pk@2001

Student
Apr 27, 2026
122
Enjoy your peace and hopefully will meet you on the other side
 
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savemedanaplz

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Jul 9, 2026
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I hope however long you have left is as pleasant as possible
I hope however long you have left is as pleasant as possible
Thank you, I hope you find peace
I hope it is everything you're looking for, and that you enjoy your final hours.
Thank you, I hope you find peace
Goodluck. Hopefully i'll follow soon in 1-2 weeks
I hope the remaining time you have will be enjoyable
Enjoy your peace and hopefully will meet you on the other side
See you there:)
 
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Surek

>_<
Aug 26, 2025
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Good luck, hope it all goes fast and peaceful 🤗
 
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knowledgeseeking

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Apr 5, 2025
339
My run here was great. I met a lot of people with similar situations to mine. It was really nice having people who listens and a place where i can be vulnerable in. Im really grateful for you guys, thank you to whoever made this website.

Anyways, I have decided the perfect way to do it. I have it all planned out and I have 7 hours until I execute it. 7 hours of suffering left then i will be as free as a bird.

I only wrote one letter, because i feel like they dont deserve more from me. After all, this rope will be the first and only thing that didn't let me down.

I hope death feels like the first time she hugged me.

Good riddance.
Best of luck to you. I'm about two hours out from my end.

I truly hope the isn't an "other side". This ride has been long and hard enough.
 
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Aflame5926

le tired
Apr 3, 2026
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have a good journey,

there is no shame if you back out through. ya always welcome back here.

but if you continue to commit i hope you find your rest tho
 
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Riaxd

My medical condition ruined everything
Jul 17, 2026
299
I hope you find peace <3
 
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Enyan

Sad Catgirl
May 19, 2026
161
Save travels to the other side!
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
1,406
@savemedanaplz I hope you and all of us who are suffering find our peace we all long for. :halo:
 
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unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
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Sorry to hear this but I hope you'll find peace on the other side 🕊️💖
 
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bananaolympus

Arcanist
Dec 12, 2024
421
Farewell may you find peace in the other side
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,785
I hope you find freedom from suffering.
 
potaytow

potaytow

Member
May 24, 2026
6
My run here was great. I met a lot of people with similar situations to mine. It was really nice having people who listens and a place where i can be vulnerable in. Im really grateful for you guys, thank you to whoever made this website.

Anyways, I have decided the perfect way to do it. I have it all planned out and I have 7 hours until I execute it. 7 hours of suffering left then i will be as free as a bird.

I only wrote one letter, because i feel like they dont deserve more from me. After all, this rope will be the first and only thing that didn't let me down.

I hope death feels like the first time she hugged me.

Good riddance.
may you find peace❤️
 

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