Graham.N
Euthanasia is the greatest form of compassion
- Aug 5, 2020
- 42
It has almost been 7 years to the date when I tried to kill myself and almost succeeded. I had the rope around my neck and was about to loose consciousness, and moments before I was about to have my final send off I removed it. I remembered thinking things would get better and I wouldn't feel this way anymore. Things got better but I still feel this way and often even worse then I did back then. I've tried numerous times since then and have bought numerous chemical to help with the dying process. I don't want to live in this world. Everyone lies for their own selfish gains. Manipulation, which is just influencing: influencers. Dying in the most gruesome way possible is now something that interests me too. Back 7 years ago it was only the most peaceful ways possible, but now that I've been living through this for over 7 years what's a couple more hours if it means that I finally be free from the lies and manipulation. My current plan is to buy a serrated machete and hold it against my chest as I jump in front of a semi truck. I've also thought about jumping off a bridge with cinder blocks on my feet, but maybe just and exit bag will suffice. The gore and fan fare excite me though. The people responsible for the biggest lies and mistreatment should have the strongest memories of the real harm their influencing caused.
