• Light/Dark
  • Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):

Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
Krash1990
Discussion What would it take for you to not want to CTB at all?
Replies
158
Views
7K
Patches
P
markus
How much morph to kill me?
Replies
2
Views
376
markus
markus
M30W
my view on life doesn't change even when I learn more.
Replies
1
Views
413
Deicius
D
FutureHanger
Discussion does anyone else feel like in a weird way, their life was going to lead up to CTB?
Replies
41
Views
2K
Captive_Mind515
Captive_Mind515
D
"Tethered Torment: A Dance with Suicidal Desires"
Replies
0
Views
276
Deicius
D
Cepi
What’s your daily life like?
Replies
48
Views
2K
Finalnight
Finalnight
funeraleveryday
Where are people getting SN in the US
Replies
0
Views
300
funeraleveryday
funeraleveryday
Ambivalent1
Will all bridges that have been used for ctb be inaccessible in the coming years?
Replies
35
Views
2K
SeaBreeze
SeaBreeze
M
Nembuthal in South America / Peru
Replies
0
Views
469
Maybeunlucky
M
L
Pentobarbital vs Phenobarbital
Replies
2
Views
469
letsmakeitagoodworl
L
ForgottenTomb
Method Places besides home and hotel for hanging.
Replies
4
Views
577
ForgottenTomb
ForgottenTomb
huntergirl14
I’m still here
Replies
0
Views
249
huntergirl14
huntergirl14
FuneralCry
Venting There’s nothing tragic about permanently being unable to suffer.
Replies
5
Views
530
heliophobic
heliophobic
numblydeprived
Venting Scared of the future
Replies
0
Views
316
numblydeprived
numblydeprived
W
How to overcome SI
Replies
1
Views
466
waterrrrrrrrrbottel
W
FutureHanger
Venting does anyone else feel like their body parts sometimes just "die"
Replies
0
Views
286
FutureHanger
FutureHanger
リンさん
Venting Being queer in Russia is making me feel suicidal
Replies
6
Views
783
numblydeprived
numblydeprived
N
What does "fading away" feel like physically? Is it different from just falling asleep, passing out etc?
Replies
9
Views
776
ReadyOrNot?
ReadyOrNot?
D
Help Prettiest place to ctb in Utah
Replies
7
Views
734
Argo
A
CandyK__
Discussion This world is designed for popping bubbles
Replies
9
Views
1K
Argo
A
bumbalumba200
being blatantly ignored
Replies
7
Views
746
tvoisluga
tvoisluga
CentreMid
Venting Trying therapy again
Replies
10
Views
2K
tvoisluga
tvoisluga
dustyrainbow
Venting started preparations for ctb out of spite
Replies
4
Views
548
dustyrainbow
dustyrainbow
I
Suicide by Mercury poisoning?
Replies
5
Views
531
tvoisluga
tvoisluga
Annabella
How to buy SN in Eastern Europe/Bulgaria?
Replies
8
Views
2K
TiredOfAllThis
T
NekiLik
Venting Feel like no one understands me
Replies
0
Views
293
NekiLik
NekiLik
migimortis
  • Locked
  • Question
Help How to kill yourself with no drugs quietly?
Replies
1
Views
588
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
emptyjokes
Venting Did you guys hear about that pastor who called for gay people to be "shot in the back of the head"?
Replies
17
Views
1K
Raindancer
Raindancer
Bunnybrains
practiced partial feeling odd
Replies
5
Views
1K
rozeske
R
motob
Venting Failing at what I don't want
Replies
6
Views
465
motob
motob
B
Final Thread (Method: SN)
Replies
37
Views
3K
Heartaches
Heartaches
T
SN with Benzodiazepines
Replies
60
Views
7K
Deleted member 65988
D
GroundControl
Help Welfare Check - US
Replies
0
Views
395
GroundControl
GroundControl
L
Help Welfare check UK
Replies
9
Views
870
Kit1
K
Alessa
Looking for sample kit
Replies
6
Views
801
Alessa
Alessa
ChronicPainExistent
Should one hyperventilate before jumping to increase chance of fast unconsciousness?
Replies
1
Views
288
Linda
Linda
Darkover
How do I escape this endless suffering prison called existence? I feel like I'm trapped in this hell called life.
Replies
2
Views
577
UKscotty
U
peacepursuit23
Discussion Dealing with relatives and friends?
Replies
3
Views
449
bambie200
bambie200
P
SH What places are best to cut if I'm just going for styro cuts? (besides forearms)
Replies
1
Views
569
notindanger
notindanger
oreoro1
SN regimen advice?
Replies
3
Views
432
Deleted member 65988
D
H
Story I did it in the end...
Replies
7
Views
1K
holden
H
thinvy
  • Question
Discussion what do you do about intrusive thoughts?
Replies
5
Views
476
cold_severance
C
CannabisMuncher
Discussion Well known SS users, whats been keeping you all alive long enough to be known?
Replies
24
Views
2K
noname223
N
M1sT
Are you stuck in the same cycle?
Replies
17
Views
877
bluebird16
B
obei
Venting Therapist wont hospitalize me lmao
Replies
6
Views
714
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
FutureHanger
Venting no I don't want to be "strong"
Replies
6
Views
652
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
M
Venting I think I failed my studies
Replies
1
Views
308
deadwalkid
deadwalkid
UglyCat
I can't bear so much anguish.
Replies
8
Views
632
Pluto00
P
hermestrimegistus
Saying goodbye without a note
Replies
11
Views
853
Linda
Linda
ctbcat
Venting dying alone
Replies
2
Views
392
hikikomorizombie
hikikomorizombie
You must log in or register to post here.
Top Bottom