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Defective Personel
- Jan 20, 2023
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While many would say their traumas and horrid experiences alone made them suicidal, I feel that much more people, including myself, are suicidal due to the inevitability of where ourselves and the world will go. I must ask, everyone, if they have this innate feeling that we're living at the end times. That is quite a broad thing, as I'm not talking strictly about the physical destruction of earth/all-life, or a conscious thought or feeling directly that "The end is nigh".
No, what I'm referring to is this greater nihilism and pessimism about the world, and our placement in it. I cannot just point to a singular "Issue" that's bringing down the world, it's more like a cascade of variables and logical conclusions bringing about this endpoint. It's all so much, but if you've done any research into these matters yourself, or are particularly in-tune with the world state, you'd understand perfectly. This is really something more broad, vague, and outright immaterial that's difficult to really wrap your head around.
The signs and things we can point to, can be somewhat individual, as it's more of what we're particularly sensitive to. For me, this is AI, ever increasing rates of depression and suicide without any clear solution that'll actually happen, & the ganeral social webs and connections around everyone dissolving into nothing, due to many other factors in modern society.
It's just such a broad thing, but this feeling that we're in the last decades before humanity makes itself extinct, replaces/makes itself redundant, or some other thing that could be described as "Game Over" is just really depressing for me. Like, I'm young but the party's basicly over already. IDK if it's just my autistic ass, but idk, seems like the kind of thing suicidal people would talk about, and many people I observe innexplicably have this extrasensory feeling that the end of things is comming soon; Though that's prob just this all too prevelant nihilism/hopelessness coming up.
What do you think? It's a good reason why I want to CTB.
No, what I'm referring to is this greater nihilism and pessimism about the world, and our placement in it. I cannot just point to a singular "Issue" that's bringing down the world, it's more like a cascade of variables and logical conclusions bringing about this endpoint. It's all so much, but if you've done any research into these matters yourself, or are particularly in-tune with the world state, you'd understand perfectly. This is really something more broad, vague, and outright immaterial that's difficult to really wrap your head around.
The signs and things we can point to, can be somewhat individual, as it's more of what we're particularly sensitive to. For me, this is AI, ever increasing rates of depression and suicide without any clear solution that'll actually happen, & the ganeral social webs and connections around everyone dissolving into nothing, due to many other factors in modern society.
It's just such a broad thing, but this feeling that we're in the last decades before humanity makes itself extinct, replaces/makes itself redundant, or some other thing that could be described as "Game Over" is just really depressing for me. Like, I'm young but the party's basicly over already. IDK if it's just my autistic ass, but idk, seems like the kind of thing suicidal people would talk about, and many people I observe innexplicably have this extrasensory feeling that the end of things is comming soon; Though that's prob just this all too prevelant nihilism/hopelessness coming up.
What do you think? It's a good reason why I want to CTB.