Venting Anyone else extremely disgusted by their body?

[TransientEternal]

I am mostly indifferent. Sometimes I view it in a negative light.

 

[cryone]

yes. many people dont point it out, but ive had some blunt people tell me im skinny fat. n its true. i look so disproportional. I have fat on my face n stomach, but none on my arms or legs. horrible. i gained weight bc i was 100 and trying to recover and this is what happened. fighting every urge to not starve myself.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

Same. They look much better with eyeliner though

Too bad even if I was bold enough to attempt it I don't think I'd be very good at applying makeup (my hands get very shaky).

 

[FujoshiNeet]

I would love to set myself on fire most days. People think I'm pretty but I only see the ugly. I don't look as pretty /delicate as other women, I feel so ugly next to them. 18 years with a bad eating disorder (and the accompanying body dysmorphia) has me spent.
Can't even wish for the younger days cuz I was ugly as shit when I was young.

 

[heisenberg]

never liked my body. my weight has fluctuated between 90-215 pounds and never once was happy with how i looked. i'm still not.