breezer_a
Member
- Feb 3, 2024
- 17
My deadline is at least the end of this month but today I feel ready, I think im gonna try and partially hang, but if theres a better way that doesnt risk turning me into a vegetable Ill take it, I really need a way out, I missed my once a month therapy appointment which is really the only mental health help I get, Im fat, Im lazy, Im not particularly attractive or smart, my family would despise me if they knew me and i dont really care, and after march my life prospects enter the deep depths of a black hole.
Its either be high 24/7 or ctb, I choose ctb, help pls Ive been wanting to do this for way too long its hard to describe its like i want to claw my chest out.
Its either be high 24/7 or ctb, I choose ctb, help pls Ive been wanting to do this for way too long its hard to describe its like i want to claw my chest out.