Discussion I Finally Picked My CTB Date

[lonely247]

I can't believe how close I was to ending my life yesterday. I'm glad my gun didn't go off though because I need to actually do a few things before I go. I have picked to CTB next Tuesday. I have planned to go to a hotel to get a room where I'm then going to take 6 grams of coke, mix it with Xanax, some MDMA, and Adderall. Right after I do that I'm then going to take my .357 Ruger and shoot my head off. I'm tired of living in this world. It's all bullshit. I finally won't have to worry about anything and won't be a wasted space in this world anymore since I'll be gone.

 

[ewlife]

I'm sorry that life has been cruel to you. You're lucky that you have access to guns- one of the quickest and most painless methods. Wishing you the best

 

[lonely247]

well I'm not suppose to have the gun. I stole it a few years back but yeah it should be a fast way to go and thanks.

 

[A Human?]

Good luck! That sounds wonderful, but I don't have a gun

 

[lonely247]

Just

Good luck! That sounds wonderful, but I don't have a gun

If you can I would just steal one or get one off of the dark web

 

[IHurtTheOneILove]

I can't believe how close I was to ending my life yesterday. I'm glad my gun didn't go off though because I need to actually do a few things before I go. I have picked to CTB next Tuesday. I have planned to go to a hotel to get a room where I'm then going to take 6 grams of coke, mix it with Xanax, some MDMA, and Adderall. Right after I do that I'm then going to take my .357 Ruger and shoot my head off. I'm tired of living in this world. It's all bullshit. I finally won't have to worry about anything and won't be a wasted space in this world anymore since I'll be gone.

Do you think my .45 will work as well as your .357?

 

[lonely247]

Do you think my .45 will work as well as your .357?

I think the damage would be pretty close to my .357 so yes that should work. I also have law enforcement ammo which is even more powerful. I'm using hollow impact bullets.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you'd feel so tired of suffering in this dreadful existence, I hope that you find the freedom you search for, best of luck in your plans.

 

[Dliena]

Really am hoping you can be given eternal peace from the madnesses of life and good of luck to you in making that happen OP.

 

[Onomatopoeia]

Other than jumping, shooting takes the most courage of all methods. Sounds like you'll be quite wired in the end. Peace and good luck to you. I'll be joining you a few days after that.

 

[rozeske]

Wish you all the best. Hope you find your ethernal peace

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I hope you find peace. Good luck!

 

[ChildrensITV]

Just

If you can I would just steal one or get one off of the dark web

You must be American. You underestimate just how rare guns are outside of the USA. You can't just send it in a parcel across Europe.