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Suicide Discussion

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Help For anyone who has attempted before, how did you overcome the survival instinct?
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34
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3K
makingaplan
makingaplan
casandranova29
Method Why I am shifting from partial to full suspension
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11
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3K
steppingoff
steppingoff
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Discussion CTB tonight with limited prep
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6
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1K
SadMusicEnjoyer259
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Assistance in communicating
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0
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268
unabletocope
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Beyond_Repair
Will expired percocet pills still work?
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7
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603
Beyond_Repair
Beyond_Repair
onbekend
Venting I can mentally do nothing
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0
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356
onbekend
onbekend
I
  • Poll
Method What is your method of choice ?
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41
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3K
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
notevenhere
Can you hold SN powder in your hand safely?
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8
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1K
Suicidebydeath
Suicidebydeath
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I tried to see the "beauty" in life
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3
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522
BlockHammer
BlockHammer
cowboypants
Venting Ordered SN after sheer frustration
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0
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406
cowboypants
cowboypants
ceriseange♡
Venting hi im still alive and wanna kms lol
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5
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660
aaaaaaa
A
inthewoods
tomorrow getting a hotel for SN but...
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2
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721
Beyond_Repair
Beyond_Repair
muffin222
Tonight is the night (SN) Thank you and goodbye! ❤
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54
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8K
lovedread
lovedread
eternaldeath
Venting lonely but i guess i want to be
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2
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426
eternaldeath
eternaldeath
karmaisabitch
Hydrocodone overdose
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5
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681
karmaisabitch
karmaisabitch
goodoldnoname923
Venting So it comes down to this
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3
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522
fleetingnight
fleetingnight
ham and potatoes
Venting My dumbass state
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4
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450
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
stargazingalone
Wanting other people to hurt me physically
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7
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764
halleyscomet
halleyscomet
stoplmp
Venting I wish I could recover, but it's impossible
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13
Views
992
Unknown21
Unknown21
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Help Need help in better planning my goodbye
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2
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498
letmebeworthdying4
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Hades_de
  • Question
Discussion Sodium Hypochlorite (pool chlorine
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2
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488
Not Today Satan
Not Today Satan
sserafim
Better to reign in hell than serve in heaven
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5
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613
idk3
idk3
goodoldnoname923
Toturious hell
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1
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393
Sakura.
Sakura.
sserafim
Fuck this dumb earth and the soulless drones who keep the cancerous cycle going
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17
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1K
LaughingGoat
L
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'Jumping to my death' questions
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3
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2K
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
diadem99
The different stages of my suicidal ideation!
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4
Views
476
Illegal Preclear
Illegal Preclear
gingermacie
Method What can guarantee a fatal OD? (heroin, etc)
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5
Views
782
LaughingGoat
L
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When jumping from a bridge how high do you have to be in the air?
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0
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292
SMmetalhead36
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Discussion Does anyone else think the brain is just rigged to make life suck?
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9
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501
Hystearical
Hystearical
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Great.
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0
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412
Username1359751
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blueming
I wish there was something more
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11
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648
Alex Fermentopathy
Alex Fermentopathy
lostmylove
Method Phenobarbital
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31
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5K
letmebeworthdying4
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M
It Does Hurt But....
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5
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829
Mi Mi
M
Dusk till dawn
  • Question
Help How can i destroy my body in the least painful way possible?
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7
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1K
Dusk till dawn
Dusk till dawn
Alessa
My AE test turned out to be a nightmare...
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27
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3K
Erick
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fallingasl33p
Methadone OD help
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0
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302
fallingasl33p
fallingasl33p
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'Keep going, you havent tried this yet'
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6
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545
unabletocope
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Saul555
Struggling to find N in Lima
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2
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890
Esokabat
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Discussion Is anyone else especially hurt today, more then other days?
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5
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421
Hystearical
Hystearical
LunarLight
Have my metoclopramide and propranolol. Started writing my farewell letter to my partner.
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2
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387
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
lkjhgfdsa1
How to accept that it will never become better
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10
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980
diadem99
diadem99
quietandsad113
Tmrw morning
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2
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336
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Darkover
why should anyone be allowed to play russian roulette with your life
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11
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947
DEATH IS FREEDOM
DEATH IS FREEDOM
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Discussion Do you also do the finger pistol and imagine to blow your brain out?
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2
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492
neverLoved
neverLoved
paredler
Any gay men here who are also su!cidally miserable and lonely?
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9
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671
UKscotty
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FuneralCry
Venting Only those who no longer exist are fortunate
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7
Views
577
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
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Discussion Why isn't: 'I've had enough of this' enough?
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8
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649
ThisGameIsOverrated
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CTB Dream
Venting Truth cruel
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0
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297
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
Redleaf1992
Just Venting about unable to CTB due to family
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23
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1K
ham and potatoes
ham and potatoes
lonely&trapped.
Venting I am a bad person who deserves to die, but I am too afraid of death and I live out of spite. I'm not sure what to do.
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15
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1K
egoaltru
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