FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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I only envy those who no longer exist, they are the true fortunate ones as they are no longer burdened with something so hellish and futile as human existence. Having the ability to exist will always be undesirable no matter what and existing is nothing but meaningless suffering. I envy those who are now permanently unconscious, all that's beautiful to me is the peace of eternal non-existence, I only wish to not exist, death truly is the only peace and relief and I only find comfort in death. I'd always prefer to not exist especially as there are no disadvantages to being eternally unaware.
I find it so tragic how life even exists at all, it's an abomination to be conscious and aware in this cruel existence that can potentially get so torturous way beyond anyone can imagine. Only those who die are fortunate as they now lack the ability to suffer but of course the only true perfection lies in never existing at all, existence itself is the true problem which is why I only envy those who no longer exist.
All that I've ever wished for is the peace of an eternal, dreamless sleep, ceasing to exist would solve everything for me. I especially envy those who managed to voluntarily end their own existence even despite the fact that we exist in such an anti-suicide society, I wish suicide is as straightforward as just choosing to never wake again, it's unacceptable extreme cruelty how one cannot just choose to fall asleep eternally.
I find it so tragic how life even exists at all, it's an abomination to be conscious and aware in this cruel existence that can potentially get so torturous way beyond anyone can imagine. Only those who die are fortunate as they now lack the ability to suffer but of course the only true perfection lies in never existing at all, existence itself is the true problem which is why I only envy those who no longer exist.
All that I've ever wished for is the peace of an eternal, dreamless sleep, ceasing to exist would solve everything for me. I especially envy those who managed to voluntarily end their own existence even despite the fact that we exist in such an anti-suicide society, I wish suicide is as straightforward as just choosing to never wake again, it's unacceptable extreme cruelty how one cannot just choose to fall asleep eternally.
