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Suicide Discussion

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brokendreamsxo
Venting my life is falling apart
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4
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633
Blue_mist
Blue_mist
U. A.
Resource "Grieving Chronic Illness & Injury - Infinite Loss"
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3
Views
779
membo
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deathbylife
Nine Inch Nails nailed it
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11
Views
863
Hurt
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N
Venting Almost ready to go
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6
Views
716
Ineedtodie
Ineedtodie
minato
Story I thought I was recovering.
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5
Views
698
deathbylife
deathbylife
lilin
Help Which SN should I use?
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2
Views
595
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
deathbylife
I thought I was in recovery but now I'm cutting again and I feel worthless
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11
Views
660
hiddenbpd
H
deathbylife
Goddammit
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13
Views
697
deathbylife
deathbylife
whitefeather
Resource Thread for Exit Members
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3
Views
966
onceuponadec
onceuponadec
deathbylife
988 sucks
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7
Views
722
deathbylife
deathbylife
W
Any stories of people actually dying from over the counter liquid medicine?
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9
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1K
Regen
R
deathbylife
I just want to be knocked out
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3
Views
437
Painless_end
Painless_end
m4rius
Low blink rate
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1
Views
412
Mofreeko
Mofreeko
Ineedtodie
I' m living this nightmare of my sorry life fully since yesterday and lost all hope for recovering
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2
Views
441
Ineedtodie
Ineedtodie
B
What would you do in this situation? (Long post-sorry)
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7
Views
567
boingo
B
Jamesun
Well, I'm just writing this to vent.
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3
Views
415
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
annointed_towers
Jumping
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7
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1K
annointed_towers
annointed_towers
Fiery Bolganone
3 hours until SN.
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65
Views
7K
lilin
lilin
ksp
  • Poll
are you mentally ill or not?
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95
Views
5K
Unending
U
byebyered
Venting that soul crushing feeling when you realize everything was your fault
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2
Views
393
Hollowman
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Lost Magic
Last Christmas for me
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10
Views
870
reverse03
reverse03
disabledlife
"Thank you" selfish parents and countries that defend the universal right to procreate but banned from CTB. You destroyed my life!
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7
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1K
diyCTB
D
Wormfood
Venting Depression strikes again
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1
Views
403
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
freeziepop98
Is this enough for SN to not be painful?
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0
Views
400
freeziepop98
freeziepop98
LastLoveLetter
Terminal Illnesses Megathread
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18
Views
4K
whitefeather
whitefeather
S
It all went wrong
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4
Views
718
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
F
My SN came in, I finally feel some relief
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18
Views
1K
freeziepop98
freeziepop98
M
SN source PM
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1
Views
434
freeziepop98
freeziepop98
deathbylife
Does everyone hate me
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11
Views
627
rationaltake
rationaltake
F
Merry christmas
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9
Views
533
freeziepop98
freeziepop98
evey8112
Venting I once felt guilt for leaving my parents but i just heard my mom say "suck it up and just deal with it" I'm tried of this fucking world
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5
Views
780
Tried-tireD
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I
Clarity and Questions
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3
Views
458
Forever Sleep
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BornToFail
Method Buying a gun
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8
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1K
theboy
theboy
F
Can someone explain why SN doesn't cause permanent damage?
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5
Views
817
MissingThyme
MissingThyme
S
Anyone want to chat until it kicks in?
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11
Views
828
Outandproud
Outandproud
evey8112
Still here guys after taking laced M30 pill
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38
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3K
deathissosad
deathissosad
D
Special berry to change taste of SN?
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7
Views
591
damaged_soul
D
S
NEMBUTAL (Sodium Pentobarbital) SYNTHESIS : How much exactly sodium ethoxide for this reaction?
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9
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3K
releasespieces
releasespieces
everlastinghistory
Moving across the globe or committing — Rant
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6
Views
632
yyytry
Y
disabledlife
Christmas eve and Christmas.
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8
Views
686
disabledlife
disabledlife
pinkbluebutch
Discussion If you're a college student, is it better to CTB at home or at school?
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10
Views
861
enviro400mmc
enviro400mmc
aiko333
Acquiring a firearm for sucide?
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3
Views
485
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
trynacbt
Venting Gratitude v Suicide
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5
Views
897
niki wonoto
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Anna.
Help started writing my notes, but stuck on my will
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2
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498
Last_ot
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Anna.
thread to keep track of things before i go
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1
Views
301
Last_ot
L
T
Anyone here who is disabled, house bound, or can’t work -how do you pass the time? Any tips to combat loneliness?
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25
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1K
Dark Moon
Dark Moon
T
Diary #8, SN Method done, goodbye for now
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11
Views
1K
BreathOnAMirror
BreathOnAMirror
B
Help SN
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4
Views
591
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
I
Wasent abke to go
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7
Views
809
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
E
Things that make u go hhmmm
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5
Views
479
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
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