disabledlife
Arcanist
- Jun 5, 2020
- 411
Hello everybody,
Besides the stories of my life that I have already told on this forum, I am tired, I will not be able to repeat them.
I am more and more disappointed in humanity.
I wished birthday, on Facebook, to someone, always in my childhood friends, but he liked the birthday messages of everyone else, except mine. Anyway, I don't expect sympathetic behavior from people who come from my childhood town. Strangely, I feel better alone, isolated, but I'm bored, I still haven't found comforting people in my life, I don't have any real friends. I just want CTB. And too bad for the move that I wanted to do before, as well as the end of life that I wanted to calm down, by going around the world, I want CTB more and more.
I would like CTB in a peaceful way, but I have an anger in me which would like, on the contrary, a violent CTB, of revenge, against my childhood city, all these hypocrites who have remained unpunished despite all the evil they have done to me. have done, as well as to the other victims (who even sank into madness through exclusion and harassment, then interned in a psychiatric hospital), as well as against my country, which prefers to procreate at all costs, with its pro- -birth rate, in defiance of the right to be born well, and the well-being of children (country of parents-kings). This desire does not leave me. I am tired, exhausted, and I also continue to suffer physically, in oblivion.
I would have liked my life story not to be forgotten, for people to open their eyes and for this not to happen again. How many unhappy births? How many lives shattered? Everyone is individualistic! As long as nothing happens to their fulfilling life, the fate of others, they don't care. But, on the other hand, when someone wants CTB, VAD, Euthanasia, everyone keeps him alive by force, interns him in a psychiatric hospital, confiscates all his property and his rights... what hypocrisy this world is. You remain useless when you live, rejected, forgotten, but when you want to die, all of a sudden, everyone holds you back, and preaches that life is... perfect! Shitty world.
Besides the stories of my life that I have already told on this forum, I am tired, I will not be able to repeat them.
I am more and more disappointed in humanity.
I wished birthday, on Facebook, to someone, always in my childhood friends, but he liked the birthday messages of everyone else, except mine. Anyway, I don't expect sympathetic behavior from people who come from my childhood town. Strangely, I feel better alone, isolated, but I'm bored, I still haven't found comforting people in my life, I don't have any real friends. I just want CTB. And too bad for the move that I wanted to do before, as well as the end of life that I wanted to calm down, by going around the world, I want CTB more and more.
I would like CTB in a peaceful way, but I have an anger in me which would like, on the contrary, a violent CTB, of revenge, against my childhood city, all these hypocrites who have remained unpunished despite all the evil they have done to me. have done, as well as to the other victims (who even sank into madness through exclusion and harassment, then interned in a psychiatric hospital), as well as against my country, which prefers to procreate at all costs, with its pro- -birth rate, in defiance of the right to be born well, and the well-being of children (country of parents-kings). This desire does not leave me. I am tired, exhausted, and I also continue to suffer physically, in oblivion.
I would have liked my life story not to be forgotten, for people to open their eyes and for this not to happen again. How many unhappy births? How many lives shattered? Everyone is individualistic! As long as nothing happens to their fulfilling life, the fate of others, they don't care. But, on the other hand, when someone wants CTB, VAD, Euthanasia, everyone keeps him alive by force, interns him in a psychiatric hospital, confiscates all his property and his rights... what hypocrisy this world is. You remain useless when you live, rejected, forgotten, but when you want to die, all of a sudden, everyone holds you back, and preaches that life is... perfect! Shitty world.
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