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offbalance

All I want is peace
Dec 16, 2021
229
makes it feel more normal/easier tbh, when it happens so close.
one of our first ever conversations was how death can be better. go figure

his brother said he did it for a purely spiritual reason (believing there's another side and that place is better, he said he might have struggled from schizophrenia) but I feel like there was some hidden suffering involved if one has the commitment to go through with that. Maybe his brother knew him better but I feel like I had caught glimpses of his hidden suffering. he was the type to hide and compartmentalize from his emotions, it seemed like he had a double life and his brother and I can both agree on that… but anyway RIP
 
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GasMonkey

GasMonkey

Nitrogen Master Race
May 15, 2022
1,878
What method did he use? was a SaSu member?
 
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offbalance

All I want is peace
Dec 16, 2021
229
What method did he use? was a SaSu member?
I'm not sure. I just searched the username he usually used and it didn't show up so maybe not… but he shot himself…
 
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NightshadeDreamer

NightshadeDreamer

Student
Apr 28, 2023
101
Sorry to hear about your friend. It's not easy losing someone who we love and care for deeply. I hope you're doing okay.
 
composingthefuture

composingthefuture

Member
Apr 30, 2023
23
im so sorry to hear that, it never gets easier losing someone you care about, i hope you feel better about this soon <3
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,619
At least that person is now free from this cruel world, I envy those who aren't trapped here anymore and are unable to suffer. Rest in peace.
 

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