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CentreMid

CentreMid

Midfielder
Aug 23, 2018
534
I've been gathering the strength for another suicide attempt. I don't have a definitive plan yet, but I have a feeling it'll most likely be this year.

I've been stuck in limbo for goodness knows how long, and finally gaining the courage to try suicide again has me in an oddly pleasant state. There's just something so comforting about the thought of achieving nonexistence, with its lack of pain and suffering.
 
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LaVieEnRose

LaVieEnRose

Angelic
Jul 23, 2022
4,362
I feel you. I really would like to be done with this world and with myself already.
 
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warriorofeld

warriorofeld

Traveller, beyond this marker lies midworld
Mar 22, 2023
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I've been gathering the strength for another suicide attempt. I don't have a definitive plan yet, but I have a feeling it'll most likely be this year.

I've been stuck in limbo for goodness knows how long, and finally gaining the courage to try suicide again has me in an oddly pleasant state. There's just something so comforting about the thought of achieving nonexistence, with its lack of pain and suffering.
I've only been in limbo for a short while and it's maddening.. I do agree after getting my methods on hand now is a bit comforting to know I can be non-existent with minimal pain or suffering. If I make it to the end of the year I'll be surprised..
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,504
It's true that the thought of not existing for all eternity really is something so comforting, I see so much beauty in the thought of being completely unaware of everything. I understand why you would feel so relieved at the thought of leaving this world as it certainly can be so awful feeling trapped here.
 
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