What can i do with my life?

[Nights]

My life was a failure, every time i tried to do something new i end up making things worse than ever, and now i reached to the point that i don't want to live anymore, but i don't want to just suicide, i don't want to give away my life for nothing, i want to make a change into this world, i want to give away my life for a great case, what can i do to make people lives better at my own life cost? i want something that will lead to my death as soon as possible, as i am living my last days, and i wont mind giving my life away if it will make someone's life happier, but the problem is, i don't own anything, i don't have money, i don't have a home that i can give to a homeless man (i am living with my abusive parents) i just have my own body and my own soul, i thought about donating my kidney or my body parts to someone but my parents and my family and my society will never let me do that. so if you have any ideas for what can i do with my own life that will be very appreciated

 

[Rational man]

Your abusive situation is not helping. I doubt your parents are encouraging you with positive thoughts!?. The thing is, we can all leave a legacy by the time we eventually die, whenever and however that is. We may.not own possessions but how we have been of service is valued too. Because we live in a selfish dysfunctional world, its hard to see any good in it. Before i became, ill i gave my time to a charity and helped young people in difficulties. I know someone who travelled to India to help ill.kids. So theres lots you can do in your life. Incidentally, failure is part of life. Its just the way it is. My parents viewed me as a failure but in realty, they were the failures in a disastrous marriage. Good luck in life.

 

[offbeat]

Hey there, I understand you are going through a tough time. But I hope you have some money left. Scout nearby forest with water source or even a village nearby. Sell everything you own. And try experiencing life in a different way living in the nature and become self sustainable... I understand it's a huge risk but since you seem to have no other option.... Maybe try this?

 

[Octavia]

I was initially planning to get MAID in Canada and donate my entire body for organs/tissues, but unfortunately the bill that would have made it possible got delayed by an entire year due to voters being upset. I do not have another year within me, so my current plan is to end myself with a relatively clean method then ensure that my remains be transferred to an university's body donor program for research. It is not exactly what I was hoping for as I wanted my death to allow others to live, but I suppose that it is the best I can do. Quite wasteful really, I am somewhat young physically speaking so those organs would have worked for the entire lifetime of the receiver.

 

[Nights]

Hey there, I understand you are going through a tough time. But I hope you have some money left. Scout nearby forest with water source or even a village nearby. Sell everything you own. And try experiencing life in a different way living in the nature and become self sustainable... I understand it's a huge risk but since you seem to have no other option.... Maybe try this?

i already tried that, before i decide whether to kill myself or not, i decided to not, and i tried to hold hope as much as i can, and i tried harder than ever and i even changed my personality and myself, but even all of this wasn't enough, so i know it's my time to give up from life, but before that i want to sacrifice my life for something that will make people, i don't want to die while everyone thinks i'm a mistake from my parents

 

[WorthlessCoward]

I was initially planning to get MAID in Canada and donate my entire body for organs/tissues, but unfortunately the bill that would have made it possible got delayed by an entire year due to voters being upset. I do not have another year within me, so my current plan is to end myself with a relatively clean method then ensure that my remains be transferred to an university's body donor program for research. It is not exactly what I was hoping for as I wanted my death to allow others to live, but I suppose that it is the best I can do. Quite wasteful really, I am somewhat young physically speaking so those organs would have worked for the entire lifetime of the receiver.

Isn't there a way to donate all your body (for sience or transplants or whatever th hell) in exchange for MAID? If not, there should be.

 

[Nights]

Isn't there a way to donate all your body (for sience or transplants or whatever thell) in exchange for MAID? If not, there should be.

Sadly not with current living state

 

[WorthlessCoward]

I swear, these fucking pro-lifers, they don't let anybody have fun

 

[Nights]

I swear, these fucking pro-lifers, they don't let anybody have fun

I can relate, i attempted to take my father's sleeping pills few months ago, my mother found out and i was in huge trouble, i got exposed to the poor medical system and was "rescued" i can understand how shocking and traumatizing is it to deal with pro-lifers, and whats even worse is that they can imprison you in some hospital with max security in a illegal way but yet they will get away with it. and whats even more funny is that they dont realize if they didnt try to force people to live in hell and didnt spread their toxic positivity some children may not have ended their lives

 

[Ambivalent1]

Ego death will free you from caring about a legacy

 

[Octavia]

Isn't there a way to donate all your body (for sience or transplants or whatever th hell) in exchange for MAID? If not, there should be.

No unfortunately, and as controversial as it may be, I don't believe that there should be one. It would be extremely questionable when it comes to ethics, and opens up the possibility of it being abused, i.e. someone gutting mental health services so that there can be more organs available. It would be a dystopia, really.

 

[TheSpookyNameGuy]

Ego death will free you from caring about a legacy

Legacy is just a trap

 

[WorthlessCoward]

No unfortunately, and as controversial as it may be, I don't believe that there should be one. It would be extremely questionable when it comes to ethics, and opens up the possibility of it being abused, i.e. someone gutting mental health services so that there can be more organs available. It would be a dystopia, really.

Hmm. guess I didn't think about it from that angle but I don't care anbout ethics and depending on who you asl we're already living in a dystopia