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Suicide Discussion

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Trazodone + lorazepam
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6
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newbie87
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D
I just want to go I drank two bottles of wine again this night and tomorrow they will know and they will blame me again
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1
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353
choopla
choopla
Fktw0rld
Most up-to-date SN regimen?
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16
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1K
Jadzia
J
FuneralCry
Venting Hatred of more positive attitudes towards existing
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37
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4K
chocolatebar
chocolatebar
Suicidebydeath
Merry Christmas / today
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24
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952
chocolatebar
chocolatebar
S
How hard would it be to grow enough poppies to yield a lethal dose of opiates?
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3
Views
627
k1w1
K
Decided98
SN through customs
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0
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363
Decided98
Decided98
S
Discussion Why does everybody prefer SN over the Charcoal method?
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29
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2K
Decided98
Decided98
TypeDef_End_Bye
Venting So many choices!
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5
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469
Wannagonow
W
T
SN source in UK…. Again
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0
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264
Tysiiaczeq
T
GreyCTB
Venting Mental health culture to me is like getting blamed for being a victim
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5
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632
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
S
Anyone in IL who's got an FOID?
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2
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388
Sourdough
S
spectraltease
Suicide methods and my thoughts.
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6
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1K
spectraltease
spectraltease
N
Help Inert gas - connecting hood to gas
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10
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829
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
liberty_222
I've been thinking about ctb so often lately
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10
Views
697
cnel
C
Wormfood
Discussion Why do they seem to only care about you when you're dead?
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19
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1K
LastFlowers
LastFlowers
R
best liquid to take with paracetamol
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7
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550
tilly17
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Brokensaddle
Venting I feel so uncomfortable and upset
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3
Views
513
Brokensaddle
Brokensaddle
N
Do you avoid showing vulnerability because other people have hurt you in such situations?
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2
Views
282
Rainy_days
Rainy_days
D
The wait for SN
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5
Views
552
dopaminedeath
D
disabledlife
Are there people who have schizophrenia who do not hear a voice?
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10
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1K
Ineedtodie
Ineedtodie
T
Benzo
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11
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541
kazewoatsumete
kazewoatsumete
O
Anybody have schizophrenia?
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15
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1K
annointed_towers
annointed_towers
J
  • Question
Billionth source question
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0
Views
335
JulieSui
J
I
Does anyone know the percentage of SN from CCS
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9
Views
925
jessisme
J
stilhavinightmares
Now that plan is finalized, depression is lifting
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9
Views
609
MideonNViscera
M
B
Help Looking for SN,
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7
Views
713
Lostinspace
L
FuneralCry
Wanting suicide is seeing life for what it really is
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19
Views
2K
SamTam33
S
WorthlessTrash
Venting A few good reasons for me to CTB, and none not to.
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5
Views
513
makethepainstop
makethepainstop
burglarlydante
Venting some thoughts about living
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3
Views
462
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Water-Lily
Bitter Work
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7
Views
890
Water-Lily
Water-Lily
SecretDissociation
Venting How much longer can I last?
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5
Views
698
newbie87
N
SecretDissociation
Help Tips on how to stop retching during mechanical ingestion? and other stuff
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0
Views
321
SecretDissociation
SecretDissociation
BornToFail
Discussion Firearm question
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2
Views
359
BornToFail
BornToFail
J
Be careful handling N from D. Police confiscated my N today. Police are Watching.
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131
Views
16K
outrider567
O
WorthlessTrash
Venting Anyone feel especially depressed
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9
Views
598
Hystearical
Hystearical
N
Why do you think have therapists a higher suicide rate?
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14
Views
944
Forever Sleep
F
K
sn test Poland vendor
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75
Views
7K
diyCTB
D
J
Life is really shit when you’re ugly and been isolated I can’t even feel emotions and now I know too much and can’t enjoy society
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67
Views
5K
LucyB
LucyB
aforestfire
Venting parents really enjoy to act like they know you better than yourself.
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5
Views
508
byebyered
byebyered
CantWait2D1E
Help Getting a gun after involuntary commitment
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3
Views
662
Seiko
Seiko
Akinano
I am currently trying to end myself in Japan, and here is how I am going to do it.
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5
Views
856
GettingOut
GettingOut
Life_and_Death
waiting has to be the worst...
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1
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343
Forever Sleep
F
H
best method
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11
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2K
Adamsnolife
Adamsnolife
ever so lonely
this world is frankly fucked up and like many of you i am tired and just don’t care that i dont now care anymore.
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10
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672
Forever Sleep
F
EmpressDean
Help Post a video
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1
Views
453
GasMonkey
GasMonkey
CameronFrye
Anhedonia is Scary
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28
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2K
choopla
choopla
M
Venting Nobody to talk to for actual help
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5
Views
480
Dizzylady80
Dizzylady80
Un-
I lie to you, sometimes.
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10
Views
812
Seiko
Seiko
DonTellMeToStayAlive
Story Tried to OD on Lithium. Vomited it out.
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10
Views
2K
DonTellMeToStayAlive
DonTellMeToStayAlive
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