Anyone else on here Dreading the day tomorrow, whether it'd be due to work or having to face people? Let me known if your facing the same thing as me.

[JJMaynard97]

Does anyone in here feel nervous about having to go into work and have to chat to people. As I do. I've started to shut down now and feel struggles to start the day. I'd rather stay in bed.

 

[PurpleParadigm]

Yes. While my colleagues had a nice bit of rest I had Police disturb me at silly hours of night on Saturday.

 

[JJMaynard97]

Yes. While my colleagues had a nice bit of rest I had Police disturb me at silly hours of night on Saturday.

I'm terrible sorry to hear that, hope all is well now. And my respects.

 

[UsagiDrop]

Sometimes I can be nervous. My job only requires me to interact with one person right now, but as long as I'm there, I'm also responsible for their life lol. I would rather stay in bed, too, but I am in the middle of a depressive episode. Normally, I'm less nervous and just kind of annoyed when I have to go in. I have to put on a fake persona and keep someone entertained, happy and safe for eight-sixteen hours, and by the end of the day, I'm very exhausted by it all even though I'm not really doing much at all by comparison to some other jobs. I'm noticing myself shutting down too, but I try not to. I generally care for my clients and that's the only thing keeping me going, but damn, am I starting to hate the job in general. Not the best mood for a person in my field to be in, so I hope I can get into another position soon. Seems time is just up for me, with this one.

I hope your days get easier to start one day soon. I know it can suck having to be social for your job when you're not really feeling happy, or present, or social… or much like a human at all, in my case, haha.

 

[prtsn]

All my life, maybe its because I have ASD.

 

[warriorofeld]

Does anyone in here feel nervous about having to go into work and have to chat to people. As I do. I've started to shut down now and feel struggles to start the day. I'd rather stay in bed.

Going into work or trying to socialize with friends even they've all noticed a change in me.. If I'm not working or keeping up appearances with friends I'm in bed researching and refining my methods or supplies needed. Or on the website lol

 

[storeboughtisfine]

I hate my job. I hate the grind of people pleasing that customer service makes me do. I feel like if i have to keep living like this, it's not worth it.

I hope you'll be okay, one day

 

[JJMaynard97]

I hate my job. I hate the grind of people pleasing that customer service makes me do. I feel like if i have to keep living like this, it's not worth it.

I hope you'll be okay, one day

Thankyou, The same to you too.

 

[StolenLife]

Yes. I hate socializing. Every day is a new day of dread and anxiety.

 

[JJMaynard97]

Sometimes I can be nervous. My job only requires me to interact with one person right now, but as long as I'm there, I'm also responsible for their life lol. I would rather stay in bed, too, but I am in the middle of a depressive episode. Normally, I'm less nervous and just kind of annoyed when I have to go in. I have to put on a fake persona and keep someone entertained, happy and safe for eight-sixteen hours, and by the end of the day, I'm very exhausted by it all even though I'm not really doing much at all by comparison to some other jobs. I'm noticing myself shutting down too, but I try not to. I generally care for my clients and that's the only thing keeping me going, but damn, am I starting to hate the job in general. Not the best mood for a person in my field to be in, so I hope I can get into another position soon. Seems time is just up for me, with this one.

I hope your days get easier to start one day soon. I know it can suck having to be social for your job when you're not really feeling happy, or present, or social… or much like a human at all, in my case, haha.

Thankyou & the same to you too. I hope things improve for you. Just worked and I've just been told I need to move on and get over it. So has made me feel more like I wanna stay away from everyone.

 

[EmmaD]

Seriously.. anyone saying 'get over it' about anything that's hurt you in life can go and fuck themselves

 

[WorthlessCoward]

Nah, tomorrow will be just as bad as today but worse

 

[JJMaynard97]

Seriously.. anyone saying 'get over it' about anything that's hurt you in life can go and fuck themselves

Thankyou Emma, My Stepdad told me to get over it. Which hurt when he and people say that I want to die! :(

 

[LittleBlackCat]

Does anyone in here feel nervous about having to go into work and have to chat to people. As I do. I've started to shut down now and feel struggles to start the day. I'd rather stay in bed.

I feel the exact same. I've just had 5 days off work and spent them all anxious and scared about going back to work. I would like to get signed off sick for a while but too anxious to call in and say I'm sick.

 

[JJMaynard97]

I feel the exact same. I've just had 5 days off work and spent them all anxious and scared about going back to work. I would like to get signed off sick for a while but too anxious to call in and say I'm sick.

I'm so sorry to hear that LittleBlackCat. If you wanna chat I'm here. I worked today and it was horrible. :-(

 

[ms.astral_01]

Yup. I hate and dread having to think about the fact that tomorrow is another day where I'll be forced to go out and do things. It's so meaningless.

 

[JJMaynard97]

Yes. I hate socializing. Every day is a new day of dread and anxiety.

I'm so sorry, were all in here to support you.

 

[pickajack]

Yes. I feel like life is a fucked up version of duck duck goose. Except it goes "dread dread dread dread dread............dead"

 

[_Minsk]

Yes, it started in puberty and only got worse from there