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Unattainable666

Unattainable666

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2023
1,346
I am slowly slipping away. My sense of reality is no more. I watch people at work, on the streets, at the store - but I'm not there - I've disassociated myself from that world. I now live in my head. My head tells me that I'm too old, too worn out, too damaged to be here anymore. I don't want to feel anymore. I don't want to think anymore. I don't want to be anymore I understand that some of my pain I've caused myself. I get that. But now I live in a world where no one cares. No one. People look at me when I cry and I can see in their eyes how they hate me for being such a baby. You're a grown ass woman I tell myself - stop fucking crying - don't let others see how you feel - that makes you susceptible to the assholes of the world. But it's too late, its who I am. My heart is broken, my spirit is crushed, my tears flow too easily. I'm ready. I know who is waiting for me on the other side. Peace, tranquility, no more pain, no more tears. Paradise. I am slowly slipping away. And they don't see my pain.
 
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epic

epic

Enlightened
Aug 9, 2019
1,813
I am slowly slipping away. My sense of reality is no more. I watch people at work, on the streets, at the store - but I'm not there - I've disassociated myself from that world. I now live in my head. My head tells me that I'm too old, too worn out, too damaged to be here anymore. I don't want to feel anymore. I don't want to think anymore. I don't want to be anymore I understand that some of my pain I've caused myself. I get that. But now I live in a world where no one cares. No one. People look at me when I cry and I can see in their eyes how they hate me for being such a baby. You're a grown ass woman I tell myself - stop fucking crying - don't let others see how you feel - that makes you susceptible to the assholes of the world. But it's too late, its who I am. My heart is broken, my spirit is crushed, my tears flow too easily. I'm ready. I know who is waiting for me on the other side. Peace, tranquility, no more pain, no more tears. Paradise. I am slowly slipping away. And they don't see my pain.
What causes you to feel this way ?
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
41,478
There really is too much suffering in existing and at least to me there could never be any peace in such a cruel, hellish world. I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for.
 
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WorthlessCoward

Specialist
Mar 21, 2023
301
slipping away. My sense of reality is no more. I watch people at work, on the streets, at the store - but I'm not there - I've disassociated myself from that world. I now live in my head.
I'm kinda different but only because I have detective delusions, but they're the eldritch/paranormal,Lovecraftian

This city is afraid of me, I have seen its true face
 

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