Story Therapist made me put the belts away lmao

[flowersofthesoul]

So, I was telling my therapist (video call) about recent depressive episode and I confided in her about my recent ideations.

"How do you think you would do it?"
"Um, probably hang from a belt from the bunk bed or something."
"Yeah, I can see the belts behind you, you should put them away."
"…fair"

So I put the belts in the closet. I'm pretty embarrassed by it because it makes me feel a bit like an unstable nutcase, but I sorta am an unstable nutcase so it checks out. She also told me to put my med dosages in a pill box so I can put my bottle away in a cabinet, so I'll probably do that.

The post of my bunk bed was the most convenient way for me to store my belts. Since I can't do that anymore, I need to find another storage method that's equally convenient. I'm sure I'll figure that out later.

 

[Unbearable Mr. Bear]

I dunno, if your therapist is more worried about taking away your means of dying than making your life worth living, I'd say it's a pretty bad one to begin with.

 

[flowersofthesoul]

I dunno, if your therapist is more worried about taking away your means of dying than making your life worth living, I'd say it's a pretty bad one to begin with.

I am sharing one aspect of my session I thought was kinda funny. You know nothing about how the rest of my sessions have gone or how they might have improved my way of living. This is the recovery thread and I would like to not resort to ctb if I can help it.

 

[Unbearable Mr. Bear]

I am sharing one aspect of my session I thought was kinda funny. You know nothing about how the rest of my sessions have gone or how they might have improved my way of living. This is the recovery thread and I would like to not resort to ctb if I can help it.

Oh, sorry, I'm working with limited information here. Please disregard me if I'm being a dolt, it was not my intention to worsen your situation.

 

[Ch4in3dcr0w]

it doesnt make u a nutcase i know from my own example that not having a good moment or tool to selfharm stopped me from doing it a lot of time (daily). Dont think too hard about a place to have them in a better place if u are sure about recoery because she made u hide them in incovinent spot for a good reason. Much love and hope it will all turn out okay :)