Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
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unplug

unplug

Vapor Self
Apr 11, 2023
107
It depends on how I feel, but generally speaking yes I do. Mostly mundane, but I try to stay consistent.

What about yourself? @Ambivalent1
 
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Rocinante

Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
1,462
Wake up, shit post on the internet, head to sleep
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Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
3,279
It depends on how I feel, but generally speaking yes I do. Mostly mundane, but I try to stay consistent.

What about yourself? @Ambivalent1
No
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
1,434
Vaguely, I guess.

Wake up, check my e-mail, do daily shit in a few games, check on the game guild that I run [have 30 guild members].

Eat, shower some days.

Laundry is every Monday [roommates and I all have a specific laundry day of the week].

After breakfast it's just generally watching TV, listening to music, getting high.

Half the time, I'll take the bus out to get groceries, fast food, run errands.
 
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BringMeToLife

BringMeToLife

I'm stuck in here
Apr 13, 2023
174
I do
 
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Haruka

Haruka

the most beautiful angel
Mar 24, 2023
168
It depends where I am. If I have university that day, yes. I wake up an hour before classes, get my things ready and go straight to class, and usually come back afterwards and do schoolwork. On days that I don't, no. I usually lay in bed deep into the afternoon, get up, try to drink some water and do some work and if I feel like eating that day, I will. Then shower and browse on my computer for a while, then back in bed. Not much, but I am trying.
 
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Pidgeons_Sparrows

Pidgeons_Sparrows

-flying rat
Apr 16, 2023
627
used to but am too broken for that nowadays
 
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H.O.Xan

Experienced
Feb 1, 2023
278
trying to maintain a discipline while in tumultuous depression is hard. but it's necessary. uni won't forgive me if i say i got depression. no one will. i need discipline. however minuscule that may be. ironically, after getting into discipline for a while, the depression temporarily stops
 
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soolka

soolka

ʚ♡ɞ killing me softly ʚ♡ɞ
Apr 13, 2023
70
no, maintaining a routine is really difficult for me
 
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miu

miu

fading innocence
Apr 27, 2023
59
wake up for school --> take a nap --> wake up & scream about my suicide on the internet --> read my book --> scream about my suicide to the internet once more --> nap AGAIN --> read more bc im smart & repeat
 
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Sammie_com.sanrio

Sammie_com.sanrio

Stuck here
Apr 7, 2023
167
I can't sleep try to hang myself . Sleep wake up and go to school and come back sh and try to hang again
 
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charlotte_

charlotte_

Arcanist
Mar 12, 2023
435
Yea, I certainly do force myself in one to not make me feel useless. Wake up, go to school, go back home, eat, sleep, and then do work, relax and sleep again. More often than not, I skip through the work part though despite preparing myself for it. I just never have the goddamn motivation.
 
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Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
3,279
Vaguely, I guess.

Wake up, check my e-mail, do daily shit in a few games, check on the game guild that I run [have 30 guild members].

Eat, shower some days.

Laundry is every Monday [roommates and I all have a specific laundry day of the week].

After breakfast it's just generally watching TV, listening to music, getting high.

Half the time, I'll take the bus out to get groceries, fast food, run errands.
No job?
 
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bladerunner6

Member
Apr 28, 2023
8
No, not really.
 
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rêve

rêve

Emotional bud
May 1, 2023
11
Wake up, eat (sometimes), school, and when I'm back, I do whatever I do when I'm back. Homework (sometimes), games, nothing.
 
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Octavia

Octavia

“I’d… rather kill myself.”
Mar 4, 2023
363
00:00 - 🔄 👚 😭 🛏️ 🦈
01:00 - 1x🟢 1x🟠 2x💊
02:00 - 💤
03:00 - 💤
04:00 - 💤
05:00 - 💤
06:00 - 💤
07:00 - 💤
08:00 - 💤
09:00 - 💤
10:00 - 😣 ? ❌ 💀
11:00 - 1x🟢 1x🟠 1x⚪🚰 🥞 🪥
12:00 - 🔄 👚📱
13:00 - 📱
14:00 - 📱
15:00 - 🥲
16:00 - 💤
17:00 - 💤
18:00 - 🥪 🚰 🚿
19:00 - 1x🟢
20:00 - 😕 📺
21:00 - 😕 📺
22:00 - 🥪 🚰 🪥
23:00 - ☹️ 📺

(Withdrew from all courses this semester due to depression, hence my uselessness)
 
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Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
3,279
00:00 - 🔄 👚 😭 🛏️ 🦈
01:00 - 1x🟢 1x🟠 2x💊
02:00 - 💤
03:00 - 💤
04:00 - 💤
05:00 - 💤
06:00 - 💤
07:00 - 💤
08:00 - 💤
09:00 - 💤
10:00 - 😣 ? ❌ 💀
11:00 - 1x🟢 1x🟠 1x⚪🚰 🥞 🪥
12:00 - 🔄 👚📱
13:00 - 📱
14:00 - 📱
15:00 - 🥲
16:00 - 💤
17:00 - 💤
18:00 - 🥪 🚰 🚿
19:00 - 1x🟢
20:00 - 😕 📺
21:00 - 😕 📺
22:00 - 🥪 🚰 🪥
23:00 - ☹️ 📺
I can't interpret most of that
 
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NoLightRemains

NoLightRemains

I found my light again. Namu Amida Butsu
Sep 26, 2021
374
I pretty much rotted in bed for like two weeks+ recently as I tried to work up to an attempt (I chickened out like a full day before). I decided I would try to give recovery another go because I really don't want to exist like that anymore.

Currently trying to build a healthier routine. I'm back to bathing daily. I try to tidy my room a bit daily. Been taking a walk everyday and I think it is starting to help a little bit with energy. We'll see how long this lasts.
 
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iamalreadydead

iamalreadydead

Student
Nov 25, 2022
139
wake up, lie in bed, walk to 7/11, come home and stare at my phone. go to sleep. I work like 2 days a week right now
 
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Octavia

Octavia

“I’d… rather kill myself.”
Mar 4, 2023
363
I can't interpret most of that
Sleep, wake up, be disappointed by the fact that I am not dead, browse memes, cry about something sad, nap, watch TV show, enjoy crippling depression as soon as the sun sets down, sleep, and on it goes…

The coloured dots represent meds, that might have been a little bit vague.
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,590
On my laptop all day, and TV on all day with the YouTube channel--Sometimes go to supermarket
 
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UsagiDrop

UsagiDrop

“What a beautiful day to haunt the earth.”
Apr 27, 2023
299
Didn't think I had one until I really thought about it just now. I guess I do follow a certain pattern every day; wake up some time past noon, have a smoke, go to work in the afternoon and play Animal Crossing or get some writing done during my shift, come home, and maybe, if I have an appetite or motivation, I'll eat or continue writing but I usually just have a drink or two and stare at the television screen until I fall asleep. Then I wake up and live the same day, over and over again. When I'm not working, I usually just tend to sleep and drink the day away if there aren't chores that I let go for months needing to be done lol. If I didn't have to work, I would just sleep and drink probably. Sounds so boring now that I've said it, but I guess a routine would be boring.
 
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rêve

rêve

Emotional bud
May 1, 2023
11
I pretty much rotted in bed for like two weeks+ recently as I tried to work up to an attempt (I chickened out like a full day before). I decided I would try to give recovery another go because I really don't want to exist like that anymore.

Currently trying to build a healthier routine. I'm back to bathing daily. I try to tidy my room a bit daily. Been taking a walk everyday and I think it is starting to help a little bit with energy. We'll see how long this lasts.
If you want to talk, I'm here. :hug:
 
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CentreMid

CentreMid

Sorry
Aug 23, 2018
478
In a broader sense, yes. I get up, eat something, do something, eat again and go to sleep. However, specifically speaking, it varies from day to day because it depends on when I'm working. When I am, my routine revolves around whatever time my shift is (my job is part-time so the schedule is super inconsistent).

I'm going back to school in the fall so I'll have more of a "proper" and consistent routine then I suppose.
 

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