Ambivalent1
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- Apr 17, 2023
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NoIt depends on how I feel, but generally speaking yes I do. Mostly mundane, but I try to stay consistent.
What about yourself? @Ambivalent1
No job?Vaguely, I guess.
Wake up, check my e-mail, do daily shit in a few games, check on the game guild that I run [have 30 guild members].
Eat, shower some days.
Laundry is every Monday [roommates and I all have a specific laundry day of the week].
After breakfast it's just generally watching TV, listening to music, getting high.
Half the time, I'll take the bus out to get groceries, fast food, run errands.
I'm on disability.No job?
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Sleep, wake up, be disappointed by the fact that I am not dead, browse memes, cry about something sad, nap, watch TV show, enjoy crippling depression as soon as the sun sets down, sleep, and on it goes…I can't interpret most of that
If you want to talk, I'm here.I pretty much rotted in bed for like two weeks+ recently as I tried to work up to an attempt (I chickened out like a full day before). I decided I would try to give recovery another go because I really don't want to exist like that anymore.
Currently trying to build a healthier routine. I'm back to bathing daily. I try to tidy my room a bit daily. Been taking a walk everyday and I think it is starting to help a little bit with energy. We'll see how long this lasts.