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Suicide Discussion

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breezer_a
Why I joined, and why this is a sign I will CTB soon.
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2
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616
SVEN
SVEN
WishToBeGood
No one gets why I'm so sad
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2
Views
327
HighFlight
HighFlight
N
Venting Why me
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1
Views
443
Argo
A
MiMif
Experimented again today
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5
Views
941
rozeske
R
D
If N is supposed to be the gold standard, why is it not used in all medically assisted deaths, such as MAID in Canada?
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26
Views
2K
itsover090
I
D
Discussion Suicidal ideation/planning as a coping mechanism
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7
Views
939
drearysunrise
drearysunrise
kawaiiphantom
Venting I feel in mental agony and torture and I just feel scared and alone
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4
Views
440
Kit1
K
B
Venting last 10 days plan
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0
Views
302
blitzk
B
W
Songs to die to
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59
Views
3K
Banan321
Banan321
beaten96
Worst cop out from family/friends/doctors?
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2
Views
495
Abyssal
Abyssal
Electric1
Venting Just drowning in my own misery at this point
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0
Views
346
Electric1
Electric1
Wrennie
Doctors are fucking idiots
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18
Views
2K
reborn87
R
U
An Idiots Guide
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3
Views
707
reborn87
R
obei
Discussion What would you write in your suicide letter?
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16
Views
1K
throneofdispair03
throneofdispair03
evanave
Discussion Does anyone else get this anxious feeling?
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4
Views
421
Guy Smiley
Guy Smiley
MiMif
Venting Feeling frustrated
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0
Views
305
MiMif
MiMif
mortuarymary
Last meal
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26
Views
1K
Morpho
M
R
Venting End of the world, nothing feels real
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1
Views
481
DesperateOne
DesperateOne
J
Story My first look at death
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10
Views
970
Slark
Slark
H
Help Fentanyl
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10
Views
1K
reborn87
R
catastrophix
Help Information on Jumping?
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3
Views
1K
TraumaEscapee:)
TraumaEscapee:)
R
Fentanyl supplier in SoCal
Replies
2
Views
468
reborn87
R
Unknown21
Does "cardiac switch" increase chances of vomiting in SN method?
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0
Views
290
Unknown21
Unknown21
MiMif
Seeing goodbye threads give me comfort
Replies
11
Views
724
Dliena
Dliena
T
Venting this is my last day
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3
Views
516
violetskies
violetskies
Darkover
THE PARADISE WE ALL NEED.
Replies
10
Views
643
MatrixPrisoner
MatrixPrisoner
I
Afraid of death
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7
Views
537
itsover090
I
D
families-suing-amazon-cheap-sodium-nitrate-suicide-kits
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12
Views
1K
lament.
lament.
trytrytryagain
Venting Just relapsed with SH again, I'm scared
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1
Views
359
TraumaEscapee:)
TraumaEscapee:)
I
How long does it take to become unconscious with SN?
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4
Views
481
Trakehner
Trakehner
C
Attempted ctb
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1
Views
406
mortuarymary
mortuarymary
eternaldream
Religious fear
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12
Views
1K
Homo erectus
Homo erectus
FuneralCry
Venting All that’s desirable to me is the peace of eternal nothingness
Replies
2
Views
399
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
F
Boofing alcohol
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2
Views
516
Argo
A
FuneralCry
Venting I hate how many humans see suicide as something bad
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7
Views
1K
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
H
Venting Filled with anger
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1
Views
323
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
B
Venting What is your birthday blue?
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1
Views
348
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
gggy
Venting I am so fucking lonely
Replies
8
Views
597
H25pital Order
H25pital Order
hereandthere13
how are you doing right now?
Replies
67
Views
3K
diviosd
diviosd
B
Beautiful things in life keep me from ending it all. Looking for advice.
Replies
9
Views
1K
Kit1
K
FireFox
Armchair psychology is abuse and its disgusting how society normalises it
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4
Views
733
Kit1
K
N
Since I told one person in my support network honestly how nightmarish I feel is she dodging me now...
Replies
0
Views
355
noname223
N
silentgoodbye
Venting second attempt may be done off of impulse
Replies
1
Views
335
gggy
gggy
T
What is age for you? A number? Life experiences?
Replies
22
Views
827
tabris_075
T
Abyssal
Discussion Is hope worth living for?
Replies
26
Views
1K
Abyssal
Abyssal
B
Where to search for ctb methods?
Replies
1
Views
356
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Mx_Pathetic
Help First attempt at a suicide note
Replies
1
Views
452
dggtscccvfd
D
RedHates
Why wasnt i a miscarriage?
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13
Views
1K
Ligottian
L
B
SN/UK
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2
Views
556
violetskies
violetskies
N
Help Diazepam (valium) pills that just arrived
Replies
13
Views
956
TooConscious
T
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