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Suicide Discussion

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dreaming_of_pearl
Venting I’m weirdly trauma-bonded to hlm and I don’t think anyone gets it?
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614
dreaming_of_pearl
dreaming_of_pearl
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Handling firearms
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4
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461
coinflip
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Raven_Nevermore
Are there any health care professionals on here?
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8
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937
Heidi48
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falling_snow
Help H2S Method?
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4
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945
LifeTransit_1
LifeTransit_1
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Suicide and cryonics
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11
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1K
sserafim
sserafim
N
Discussion Do people around you know how you feel?
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114
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6K
NorthernMonkey
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I
Bought a gun
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12
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965
coinflip
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bonecollector
  • Question
Help Is CTB via bloodletting plausible for someone with experience?
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0
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420
bonecollector
bonecollector
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  • Question
Method i am planning toCTB in switzerland, any advice on informing explaining to my children?
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2
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484
J&L383
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Versailles
Help Jump into a river
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7
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650
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
underthedatetree
reddit collapse: doomposting or plausible?
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18
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972
druggedonsurvival
druggedonsurvival
kfad95
Long haulers what is keeping you from ctb
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27
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1K
Dr Iron Arc
Dr Iron Arc
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Discussion Fellow countrymen
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7
Views
861
rozeske
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EmpressDean
Is the a personality disorder?
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5
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785
sapphoslastpoem
sapphoslastpoem
D
Planned impulsivity
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2
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348
deletedaccount30982
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Placo
  • Question
Do you ever feel so depressed that you can't even plan suicide?
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17
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1K
Heartaches
Heartaches
obei
Discussion I think I have an idea on how to keep on living.
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11
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926
devin44
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strangelife
How to say goodbye to your loved ones, but so that they do not notice that there is a danger of suicide?
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28
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2K
strangelife
strangelife
LivingInDaydreams
Next week is goodbye
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4
Views
653
devin44
D
throneofdispair03
Venting I don't know what I'm supposed to feel
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2
Views
508
throneofdispair03
throneofdispair03
liz!!!!!
Venting guilt, selfishness, and other unhelpful emotions.
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2
Views
427
sincerely dead
sincerely dead
Onomatopoeia
Discussion Nervous, excited, or scared - which bests describes you as your "deadline" (no pun intended) approaches?
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23
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1K
Onomatopoeia
Onomatopoeia
cicadafriend
Venting Urge to sh
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2
Views
447
pebpebpebpeb
pebpebpebpeb
U
Help Promethazine
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0
Views
361
unabletocope
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AnonymousL
Discussion Idea of dying
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5
Views
454
sppplmgwiwlkiwbtft
sppplmgwiwlkiwbtft
tuey32
I’m kicking myself for not just ending it sooner
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10
Views
998
juna
J
Naked Weapon
Venting My birthday gift
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1
Views
444
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
H
Help buying sodium nitrite
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42
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3K
juna
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anotherlastchance
Link to detailed sodium cyanide synthesis
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0
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320
anotherlastchance
anotherlastchance
anotherlastchance
Link to Chlorobutanol synthesis
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0
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326
anotherlastchance
anotherlastchance
anotherlastchance
Link to chloral hydrate synthesis
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0
Views
312
anotherlastchance
anotherlastchance
IHurtTheOneILove
Feel like I’m in overtime
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1
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378
theboy
theboy
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My choice! Whew
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4
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482
cherry7
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allKae
is today
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10
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560
theboy
theboy
Valso
Just found something that takes my mind off of everything, including off of suicidal thoughts
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7
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574
WatermelonMel
WatermelonMel
AngelTears
Venting Recovery is a myth
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8
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947
theboy
theboy
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Discussion Soul just wondering around
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2
Views
383
Hollowman
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N
Story The day my mom bought me a tent so that I can fantasize killing myself with charcoal
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0
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827
noname223
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livingwishtodie
i hate touching people and i hate being touched too
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12
Views
471
carac
carac
Ambivalent1
Why is nihilism and apathy at all time highs nowadays as opposed to 20 yrs ago?
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19
Views
901
Argo
A
sunnysidedown
  • Poll
Discussion If you have depression, do you have a clear idea of what caused it?
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55
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2K
theboy
theboy
Onomatopoeia
Three top nitrogen gas manufacturers in US bar products from use in executions (The Guardian)
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6
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1K
Onomatopoeia
Onomatopoeia
E
Method is opioid od noisy?
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2
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504
ewlife
ewlife
Darkover
Venting random rambling
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0
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353
Darkover
Darkover
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is there anything you wish you would get to live for?
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11
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596
theboy
theboy
trytrytryagain
I don't feel guilty or selfish
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2
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463
whywere
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sserafim
How do you think the people you know irl would react to the fact that you’re suicidal?
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39
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1K
Sprite_Geist
Sprite_Geist
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Discussion Heyy people
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6
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458
kilowatt
kilowatt
kurisutinabestgirl
How do I minimize the damage to my family
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12
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1K
Iwashereonce
Iwashereonce
Allonzee
Venting I acknowledge I'm a selfish person and need to go.
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3
Views
558
pebpebpebpeb
pebpebpebpeb
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