ostoyv
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- Apr 21, 2024
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(english isn't my native language so sorry for bad typing)
I have serious intestinal problems that have been making me lead a life of complete suffering for a few years. Before this illness I had already been dealing with mental problems and the desire for CTB since childhood, but now it get even worse.
but my question is: I will soon have another surgery and I want to know if there is anything I can do before going to the hospital that could make the procedure more difficult and make me catch the bus. I say this because I also have cardiological problems and in 3 of the surgeries I had I almost died due to complications, having to be resuscitated in all of them and spending up to 2 weeks in a coma. Due to this history of proximity to death I was wondering if there wasn't something I could ingest, omit from the pre-surgical questionnaire and that could end up harming the procedure and making my trip easier.
I found myself thinking about it a lot because Iwas decided to go with SN soon I already have everything with me and I'm done but if it had the opportunity to be something "accidental" it would be much easier for my mother and sister to deal with.
I have serious intestinal problems that have been making me lead a life of complete suffering for a few years. Before this illness I had already been dealing with mental problems and the desire for CTB since childhood, but now it get even worse.
but my question is: I will soon have another surgery and I want to know if there is anything I can do before going to the hospital that could make the procedure more difficult and make me catch the bus. I say this because I also have cardiological problems and in 3 of the surgeries I had I almost died due to complications, having to be resuscitated in all of them and spending up to 2 weeks in a coma. Due to this history of proximity to death I was wondering if there wasn't something I could ingest, omit from the pre-surgical questionnaire and that could end up harming the procedure and making my trip easier.
I found myself thinking about it a lot because Iwas decided to go with SN soon I already have everything with me and I'm done but if it had the opportunity to be something "accidental" it would be much easier for my mother and sister to deal with.
