jawdropped123
Experienced
- Mar 19, 2022
- 202
I know this might probably sound stupid. But my therapist ignored my email from days ago just because i didnt respond to him a month ago because i forgot and i think shes ignoring me on purpose now. My other therapist left, probably because she fucking hates talking to me and whenever i go outside i feel like people are belittling me just by staring or even slightly looking at me. At the same time im feeling like killing myself. Its probably those psychotic thoughts again but im in disperate need to die. So im wondering if i put a bag over my had and tied it with a rope and go to sleep will this actually kill me?