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Recovery

This place is dedicated to supporting those who are in the process of healing and overcoming suicidal thoughts. Share your journey and connect with others here.
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Help i have everything to be happy why am i not
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Anyone else new to the adult life?
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I Wish I Didn't Have a Conscience
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What caused your sickness?
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i feel my emotions shutting down at the slightest hint of rejection
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Resource Hope for the Flowers
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181
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461
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232
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Realizing how much pain I have been in for so long
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161
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How do you do anything if you don’t want to be alive?
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427
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consistently unstable
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261
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Can't draw well ànymore
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308
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nonliv
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282
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371
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355
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292
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3
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310
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125
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Why not throw everything in the kitchen sink to save myself?
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177
Pluto
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Has anyone taken a GLP-1 and found it made them have fewer suicidal urges?
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0
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137
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3
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215
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I think I hate art school
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402
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I CAN'T TAKE THIS PAIN ANYMORE
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229
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Venting Choosing to live with incurable suffering
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383
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Help What's your experience with antidepressants? Looking for advice.
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i confessed to the person i've loved for the last 5 years of my life
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191
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702
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Is it better to feel nothing or too much
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601
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How to escape the comfort zone + NEET lifestyle
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423
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Help Is it possible to get rid of long term suicidal thoughts ?
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643
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Help school is going badly
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pyamu
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it's been a bit, i'm still alive but i rlly feel i need help w some stuff
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640
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Help I don't know what to do about this anxiety that is consuming me. Please help me. Please boost. I'm desperate.
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7
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383
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Chr0nicAnhedonic
Is there any possible way to completely discard sexual/romantic attraction?
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650
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Help Are there any ways to forget things that have happened to us in the past?
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8
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348
Hollowman
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BlueButterfly111
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