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Recovery

This place is dedicated to supporting those who are in the process of healing and overcoming suicidal thoughts. Share your journey and connect with others here.
decadance
experiences with buproprion/wellbutrin?
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627
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nocturama
Going off venlafaxine
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6
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324
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gemstar
Im scared of getting better
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7
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521
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gemstar
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Struggling with losing "the one who got away," my failed love life, losing 4 years of my 20s, turning 30
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7
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629
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fluorescentpearl
RosebyAnyName
Venting I'm giving up on making friends for everyone else's sake
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7
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408
BooksIsAloneK
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  • Poll
Discussion Do you truly believe in complete recovery?
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35
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1K
kompyany
kompyany
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Discussion I'm Back Struggling with Heart and Maybe Lung Issues.
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2
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128
SilentAssimilation
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lastappleonearth
Story I finally got an appointment with a psychiatrist
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2
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132
lastappleonearth
lastappleonearth
Le temps perdu
is it okay to work on my recovery while i’m actively making a ctb plan ? Are these two things completely incompatible?
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18
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449
NZkiwi
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Story I feel a little bit better
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2
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138
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Cloud4youu
Venting Mental Hospital Stay
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23
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1K
StarryEyed
StarryEyed
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Venting How to not hate someome who hurt you profoundly?
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23
Views
924
forgivemegod
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Extreme avoidance (AvPD?)
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4
Views
317
joelover
joelover
nayomi
friction
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1
Views
170
timf
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00ps
how long does it take to feel better?
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8
Views
275
Insufficent
Insufficent
mac_se
How do I let go of the hope I'll ever be normal?
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16
Views
443
a-lien
a-lien
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I'm just like my dad and i Fucking hate it. I hate everything about me
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2
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177
sheburnedmedown
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n1kita_
  • Question
how do you deal with changes, sh urges, past expectations and not knowing what's next?
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2
Views
196
n1kita_
n1kita_
nayomi
Help suicide ideation mechanism
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4
Views
360
webb&flow
webb&flow
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Venting Don't know how to talk to anyone irl about my suicide plan
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2
Views
234
bagel12
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Autumn Blaze
How to overcome perfectionist thinking?
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5
Views
452
Insufficent
Insufficent
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Forming Peer-driven Support groups for South Asian residents.
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3
Views
195
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
UserFromNowhere
Discussion Antidepressants with side effects of emotional numbing
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5
Views
150
whorror
whorror
trying ungracefully
I volunteered (yay) but I am such a dumbass
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2
Views
151
infinitanocte
infinitanocte
hellstar_paradox
Help Learning to cook while extremely depressed
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9
Views
423
dungeon keeper
dungeon keeper
gattara
ill never have a boyfriend & the loneliness will kill me someday
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7
Views
450
BooksIsAloneK
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StarsAbove
Impatience
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4
Views
189
StarsAbove
StarsAbove
P
Venting Regular crash outs
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1
Views
211
infinitanocte
infinitanocte
makingpeacewithit
How to motivate yourself to do things when you don't feel like doing anything?
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5
Views
448
makingpeacewithit
makingpeacewithit
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Venting So tired of feeling this way, need to self-harm
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2
Views
287
whatever000
whatever000
miles-away
Discussion Forgiving your parents
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9
Views
451
timf
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Discussion Depression as mask for anger?
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3
Views
143
lastspaghetti
lastspaghetti
left0vers
Venting I'm so tired of trying to fix my life and failing
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1
Views
166
timf
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CeilingStarer
Struggling getting better
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1
Views
121
timf
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N
  • Poll
[Poll] Yes/No/Maybe: Do you believe in God(s)/A Higher Power/Being?
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18
Views
697
joelover
joelover
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i have intense brain fog
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9
Views
486
wehamuho
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kvheeo
feelings
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2
Views
205
3spiral
3spiral
trying ungracefully
I want my emotions to end
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7
Views
259
trying ungracefully
trying ungracefully
C
whats been helping u stay alive
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16
Views
464
orpheus_
orpheus_
3spiral
have u ever thought that killing yourself would be a better ending than just dying normally
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17
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1K
CrowsFeather
CrowsFeather
joelover
Experience with 3rd world country therapists?
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3
Views
281
ConfusedClouds
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avstin
Venting I don't want to kill myself anymore. what now?
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3
Views
343
ConfusedClouds
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hellstar_paradox
Venting depression hitting different tonight
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1
Views
174
WirelessConnections
WirelessConnections
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don't think, just write how you feel, recovery edition
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10
Views
337
StarsAbove
StarsAbove
orpheus_
Help Can't get myself to register for a dentist appointment
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1
Views
155
crabclaw
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boilingfishcakes
  • Poll
Ketamine Therapy
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3
Views
541
ginadu
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wellamoxx
ketamine treatment
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11
Views
392
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
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NSFW Don't even know what to call this. TW for sexual assault/pedophilia
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5
Views
487
crabclaw
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heroine
share one thing that gives you hope / motivation!
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13
Views
440
2Sensible
2Sensible
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Anti-depressants (alone) might not work if you have ADHD
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3
Views
412
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