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Resource [wip] 'A 𝘋𝘪𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘵 "Good Bye" Thread' -- SaSu Recovery Threads/Stories
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231
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otomedissection
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202
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367
heal
heal
bluupup
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4
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225
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bluupup
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Help Wait for ketamine in 2 weeks or CTB?
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274
dogemn
dogemn
Voidad
I Got Better
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tonicer
Voidad
I Got Better
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193
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Aflame5926
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  • Poll
Website Poll
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2
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189
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trying ungracefully
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I was just extremely triggered by a joke about food and I don't know what to do now. CW eating disorders
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1
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130
NZkiwi
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infinitesimal
how to forgive former abuser
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348
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Discussion Cute or cuddly or horror-themed gifts for someone in recovery
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5
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220
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Chili
LaKreechur
Venting I'm losing progress and I'm letting everyone down.
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177
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nayomi
not suicidal anymore?
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165
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pelicanportal
Something To Hang On For
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What Triggers You? What Turns on Your Alarm Bells?
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18
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553
NZkiwi
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  • Poll
[Poll] Sent my mental health team a very honest email. Reckon I’ll be locked up in a psych ward?
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11
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599
NZkiwi
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ardea
exam in an hour
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192
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What is your motivation for recovery?
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My boy-friend
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3
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376
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Venting I need to get better ASAP
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583
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6
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300
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Does it effect you when you see others ctb?
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Kimlett
Help I want to die but I can't hurt my people
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5
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243
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joelover
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  • Poll
[Poll] Where on the recovery cycle are you? (There is a diagram)
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10
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349
NZkiwi
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Keeping busy
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135
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294
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treatment-resistant depression
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help with antidepressants
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187
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Guilt and suicidal thoughts.
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350
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Still alive, and back here
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217
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219
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Resource Reiki healing
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I don't feel good.
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172
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Stimulation methods
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164
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SchizoPolyGymnast
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350
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indoor hobbies
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388
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neverexistedd
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Venting I think my friend is lying to me
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217
timf
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StarsAbove
What helped you get better?
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202
StarsAbove
StarsAbove
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Help Any tips for managing ADHD? And managing ADHD medication symptoms. Looking 4 ppl who relate to my situation not "You just have to get up and do it"
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172
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I finally found my peace with me ctb...
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