heal
transient guest
- Jul 10, 2026
- 30
I am leaving this message for anyone wanting to check in on my status, and to avoid causing concern if I am absent for an extended period or do not return.
I have survived multiple serious attempts at killing myself due to outside intervention and consider myself lucky to have not incurred brain damage or any significant lasting physical pain. Knowing others will attempt to intervene each time runs far too much risk, and the last thing I want is to become stuck living in an impaired or vegetative state. My outlooks on life have sadly not improved, but I feel as though I have no other option but to try and make the most of the time I have left on this earth.
I want to thank all of the people that read my messages and showed me compassion. It gave me some meaning to engage with you and express the care I felt reading your messages as well.
I have survived multiple serious attempts at killing myself due to outside intervention and consider myself lucky to have not incurred brain damage or any significant lasting physical pain. Knowing others will attempt to intervene each time runs far too much risk, and the last thing I want is to become stuck living in an impaired or vegetative state. My outlooks on life have sadly not improved, but I feel as though I have no other option but to try and make the most of the time I have left on this earth.
I want to thank all of the people that read my messages and showed me compassion. It gave me some meaning to engage with you and express the care I felt reading your messages as well.