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Voidad

Voidad

The Fearful
May 4, 2023
52
Ladies and gentleman... I somehow got better.
I suffered from depression for... 15 years now I think and there have been times where I got pretty close to offing myself...
But I didn't... and I'm glad I didn't... after all those years, I guess we found the right combination of meds finally.
My panic attacks are mostly gone, I'm able to work, I sell lemonade with my mother, I'm on a diet, I go out on walks...

Never thought I'd see the day... but somehow it got better...

So I wanted to say... suicide? Absolute LAST resort. It actually can get better all of a sudden when you least expect it and when/if it does... you'll be glad you didn't end your life.
 
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tonicer

tonicer

Mage
Nov 13, 2025
508
I'm glad you found a way out of this hole. I wish you the best and pray for you that you never fall into this hole again. I hope i too find a way out some day.
 

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