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How have feelings of guilt impacted your guys' suicidal thoughts? I get suicidal thoughts whenever I'm anxious, under stress etc. despite my medication and despite being so anxious AND stressed out due to (unrelated to suicide) guilt my thoughts were... intermittent? Like a high lumen lightbulb flickering in a dark room, if that makes any sense. Asking since it's an entirely new feeling regardless of the fact I've lived with them for a decade.
 
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