Why recover if im losing my body and mind?

[Flutt3rshy_ko]

Lately my genetics have caught up to me. every day my joints get exponentially worse and im in more pain. sometimes i cant walk. one day i will end up in a wheelchair.

and mentally im a not ok. im a victim of csa from my mom and later a teacher, and recently i was assualted again.

i just turned eighteen (happy late birthday to me), and im trying to go to college in december so i can escape my house, but it just feels like theirs no hope.

my body continues to get worse, why should i wait to live my life if it wont be livable. ive suffered abuse for 18 years, and now im suffering physically. i want to want to live, but im so tired.

 

[timf]

If you suffer joint pain, you might want to look into the supplement of gluscosamine and chondroitin. I think it is supposed to build up joint cartilage if it is damaged or thin.

 

[Flutt3rshy_ko]

If you suffer joint pain, you might want to look into the supplement of gluscosamine and chondroitin. I think it is supposed to build up joint cartilage if it is damaged or thin.

unfortunately i have no job, and my parents will not let me go to the doctor or get anysort of vitamin or supplement. im trying to get some appointments now that im 18, but without having a job im just screwed