I know I keep on making post like this im sorry if it's annoying.my face hurts from crying I'm so tired of crying im so tired of being miserable please help me I want out this isn't living im so angry I was born.i can't do this shit I need a good CTB method.i have my hopeful moments throughout the day but then I realize life is damn near impossible for me I hate myself so much I have nothing and no one im all alone in this world no support system.i wish I killed myself when I was 12 I never thought I would make it to 14 im 22 now.im suffering just like someone with a illness suffers im in pain too why doesn't that matter im so tired of people down playing this.i feel like no one can here me it's suffocating and im on meds.please make this go away.no one understands what it is to have rumors and lies spread about you people rejecting you without even gettting to know you i wish i could move but i have no money or car it seems impossible and im so mentally weak i have nothing to push forwards on my best bet is to go on disability this feels so pathetic.what am i fighting for i dont want fight i want to end this my life has been shit since I got here.my family never liked me and rejected me my whole life all my sibling are 10 years older it's like there all a family and I'm just alone
I look around and there no one and I can't talk about this with my mom cause we don't have that type of relationship
I wanna try and cut my arteries so bad I know it's a non method it I'm sooooo desperate is it really impossible I've also been told my arteries are small would a vein work.i don't want something that will make me suffocate to death
I look around and there no one and I can't talk about this with my mom cause we don't have that type of relationship
I wanna try and cut my arteries so bad I know it's a non method it I'm sooooo desperate is it really impossible I've also been told my arteries are small would a vein work.i don't want something that will make me suffocate to death
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