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pelicanportal

life could have been beautiful
Jan 28, 2026
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Life is so colorless. I don't see myself making it past November. I think my time is coming.
 
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Taking a wrong turn can be useful if it shows us what path to avoid. Experimentation can be useful to discover what paths may be more productive.
 
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life could have been beautiful
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Taking a wrong turn can be useful if it shows us what path to avoid. Experimentation can be useful to discover what paths may be more productive.
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There wasn't a lot of information to work with. I made the assumption that your being "back here" meant that you tried something that didn't work and were now considering suicide again. I was attempting to encourage you to try other things in an attempt to find what might work for you to make things better. If you are asking "what: things you might try, you could consider experiments with sleep schedule, diet, exercise, books and movies, social contacts such as volunteer work, book discussion groups, or special interest groups like armature radio.
 
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