M
Mohamedömar
Member
- Dec 12, 2025
- 13
I am 20, I posted before my problems, I am 5'4, very ugly, brown, skinny fat, -6 sight, small thin dick, and I am also very poor and live in a poor country called Egypt, it is a hell on earth to live as incel in this country.
But in the last days, I feel like a little bit better, yesterday I was in the hospital and a nurse grabbed my hand for blood sample withdrawal (I will have a surgery soon), I felt her hand and I realised that women are a normal human beings like me, her hands felt so normal not the wonderful feeling that a lot of people talk about.
Now I feel like I am getting free, I feel like I shouldn't be sad and depressed all the time.
I have a mission, I have to get out of that hell country and try to live for myself, yes I will live alone and incel but at least I may work on myself for myself and try to make myself happy by achieving some small dreams.
But in the last days, I feel like a little bit better, yesterday I was in the hospital and a nurse grabbed my hand for blood sample withdrawal (I will have a surgery soon), I felt her hand and I realised that women are a normal human beings like me, her hands felt so normal not the wonderful feeling that a lot of people talk about.
Now I feel like I am getting free, I feel like I shouldn't be sad and depressed all the time.
I have a mission, I have to get out of that hell country and try to live for myself, yes I will live alone and incel but at least I may work on myself for myself and try to make myself happy by achieving some small dreams.