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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
squillykilly
Venting Recently
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184
squillykilly
squillykilly
sourcherry
Story ive lurked sasu for a long time. i decided to make an account and post! i was in alot of despair but i have SN now.
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13
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1K
whywere
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onthelastday
what is your method for ctb?
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42
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2K
Talvikki
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loslassen
Discussion whatโ€™s your relationship with sh?
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50
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3K
imperfectcircle
imperfectcircle
imperfectcircle
Help Stumped trying to find carotid artery
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0
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275
imperfectcircle
imperfectcircle
Eazy
A poem I wrote during my last breakdown
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0
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115
Eazy
Eazy
U
Is SN readily available on the internet?
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4
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241
uklad38
U
A
I am so tired of this world
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3
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224
dearlydeparted44
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impossible_victory
How do you know it is the right time to ctb?
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2
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215
meatballlover
meatballlover
Zanmato
  • Question
Never been so close
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1
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152
mustard tiger
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RedFruit
Being picked.
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2
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260
sourcherry
sourcherry
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SN protocol
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8
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892
SDB
S
dumblosergirl
Venting What's the point of trying to be better when I just relapse back into the same mentality? Life feels worse.
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1
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209
tonicer
tonicer
Sphene
SN protocol
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7
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715
SDB
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apassingmoment
Venting hello/goodbye world - introduction
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3
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295
fightclub17
fightclub17
Ghostlights
Expressing emotions in my native language feels impossible - in English it's easier
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5
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212
meddle
meddle
C
Help Helium Exit Bag Method with Party Tanks
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12
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2K
herecomesthepain
herecomesthepain
asty
Venting feeling impulsive lately
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0
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158
asty
asty
unluckysadness
PPH update : Potential of synthetic opioids (march 2026)
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3
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635
Talvikki
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N
Helium tank
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19
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1K
herecomesthepain
herecomesthepain
K
Its so hard to not wake up again why
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0
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144
kk13
K
moldyara2002
What exactly does a suicide investigation entail?
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1
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170
UserFromNowhere
UserFromNowhere
U
Help Using THC edibles to trigger some sort of psychosis to beat SI and fall 90 feet
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17
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657
fightclub17
fightclub17
blush
Venting it hurts so much
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2
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193
sashaisalone
sashaisalone
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Anyone else is self-sabotaging itself? Not taking care of health, waiting for a disease to force you to go once for all?
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6
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327
raikko
raikko
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Discussion It feels so nice to get rid of my stuff.
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0
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108
thelostautistic
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skeletontree
Story Ghost-like identity after trauma with ctb as the sole (wanted) purpose/mission?
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14
Views
823
cluefixphantom
C
The Disqualified
Venting Back against the wall
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0
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165
The Disqualified
The Disqualified
TAW122
Venting An good analogy showing how CTB preventionists often keep dodging, evading the "real cause" for CTB
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5
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324
cluefixphantom
C
Happy Cat
Venting Maybe It's because my expectations are too high but I don't think I'm ever going to be in a lasting relationship
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3
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163
Argo
A
The Disqualified
Venting End of the road
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1
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198
LonelyPrince
LonelyPrince
TAW122
Venting CTB risk and danger assessments are oftenly done out of "benevolent paternalism"!
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1
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354
cluefixphantom
C
Rainork
Venting Now I just don't know.
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0
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176
Rainork
Rainork
D
  • Question
Discussion Inert gas exit bag failure
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11
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736
sandra9999
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black money boys
  • Solved
Help how high is the chance of shitting yourself when you take SN?
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14
Views
999
Topaz111
Topaz111
absolute failure
Help Do you defecate after you hang yourself?
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21
Views
938
OnMyWayToSomewhere2
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BlueLock
Suicide Notes?
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6
Views
330
burninghill
burninghill
ใ‚ขใƒ›ใƒšใƒณใ‚ฎใƒณ
Method is this plan good? (SN)
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30
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3K
OnMyWayToSomewhere2
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TAW122
[Article] The only time it would be logically consistent for โ€œpaternalismโ€ is if it applies universally to all things!
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4
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264
TAW122
TAW122
ShadowOfASelf
Does anybody else feel more calm and like CTB is less urgent if they know they have an effective option they can do at any time?
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12
Views
994
DeadManLiving
DeadManLiving
lovelulu
i want to treat her good until i finally ctb
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0
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227
lovelulu
lovelulu
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Help How to get FENT here in India? Can anyone help me source it please ๐Ÿ™
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5
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252
danielplainview
D
S
Venting just smth about sh and childhood
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0
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179
scully
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farawaystar
Method 45 metres onto asphalt. No water. No chance
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6
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530
meatballlover
meatballlover
Natbee
Brisbane mental health
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4
Views
259
nitrogenous
nitrogenous
purebliss
Discussion My Diary until I CTB - Part 6: Curiosity + Life update
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7
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555
purebliss
purebliss
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Method Poisoning and malabsorbtion
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1
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608
OnMyWayToSomewhere2
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M
Discussion LEMME JUST LIST DOWN ALL THE GIFTS I GOTTA DO
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0
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125
madmanbadman
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H
Story I tried hanging and it's more painful than i thought
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11
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717
oopsijustdie
oopsijustdie
nitrogenous
Got my SN taken away by the police
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38
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3K
Natbee
Natbee
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