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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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Discussion SH Website
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19
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799
Nothing.
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unrulydeerly
Venting I'm just biding my time
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0
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208
unrulydeerly
unrulydeerly
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Venting My depression is so bad it feels like my brain is begging me to commit suicide.
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0
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180
wereqryan
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My SN has a strong Chemical smell. Is It normal?
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21
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654
Penelope12
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wannabeangel
Animator hotdiggedydemon going to Switzerland to CTB
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3
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341
tooafraidtodiez
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nepentheic0
would this work?
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5
Views
271
Worndown
Worndown
Tyra
I realized that being gone won’t matter to anyone, the only thing that will matter to them is the burden that my CTB will bring
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3
Views
260
notthatclever
notthatclever
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Method Rapid ingestion of SN
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13
Views
519
Tyra
Tyra
sacrilegeofsouls
What does ctb mean?
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10
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461
Throwawaysoul
Throwawaysoul
hurts2b
I Need To Die
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0
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160
hurts2b
hurts2b
flowersforalgernons
getting rid of your stuff?
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1
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172
Ultimatefighter
Ultimatefighter
wayn
Method Drug overdose is the best method.
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24
Views
2K
AlexeiK
AlexeiK
babyblueeyes
I feel stupid for wanting to die so badly
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7
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426
babyblueeyes
babyblueeyes
space*rabbit
Seroquel Overdose
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1
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238
meowalyst
meowalyst
tinyfox
Method Drowning in the sea. Bound limbs
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11
Views
995
Tyra
Tyra
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Discussion make sure to learn braille and morse code before to try to CTB so you can still communicate if you get paralyzed.
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9
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436
DeathSweetDeath
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R
Are suicide kits basically impossible to acquire?
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6
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368
BradGuy123
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Venting Giving a deadline
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0
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91
littlebiird
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Tired of being a repressing tranny
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6
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429
HappyPotato69
HappyPotato69
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Discussion Do I just give up and leave my friends in peace?
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2
Views
188
HappyPotato69
HappyPotato69
Afterglow
Discussion To my other fellows that have been here for over a year, what keeps you around?
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19
Views
735
Red.one
Red.one
catbunny
Venting haiz
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1
Views
228
HappyPotato69
HappyPotato69
thesaintviper
Making my own thread to encourage myself to get SN...
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0
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239
thesaintviper
thesaintviper
ugulamugula
Venting Life completely cooked, how to "enjoy" life before CTB
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8
Views
377
HappyPotato69
HappyPotato69
punyama
Discussion Do people in your life know that you use this forum?
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59
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2K
StoneCactus
StoneCactus
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Discussion Warning about certain suicide mentality
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4
Views
386
Forveleth
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Ima-username
Discussion Carbon Monoxide TL;DR Method
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40
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4K
hazelmoon
hazelmoon
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Venting some thoughts
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0
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163
deathhatesme
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Method How much nitrogen -PPeH 2025 copy
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6
Views
357
myattempt
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even if your in a psych ward i think you can get rubber bands cause apparently they prevent self harm and then choke yourself with the rubber bands
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6
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383
LolLmao
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Captain laser
Help will this work
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1
Views
169
Captain laser
Captain laser
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Venting Feel like everyone has a life and lost mine
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2
Views
151
fitoo5999
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Rogue_Gendarme
Method This is it. My final SN protocol.
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14
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4K
gum
gum
flandre0407
About: SN Source and DSL viability
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10
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1K
Ultimatefighter
Ultimatefighter
evrlastingsea
Venting my very long negative yaps i wrote at 4am my time
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0
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148
evrlastingsea
evrlastingsea
dreamofnofuture
Venting boomers (and gen x, but mostly boomers) ruined chemical harm reduction + suicide
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8
Views
333
Disabledfromjump7
Disabledfromjump7
Eupeptic
Story I sh'ed for the first time & I don't feel suicidal anymore?
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6
Views
423
LolLmao
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enne
Venting hello, i suppose?
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2
Views
603
Cherry Crumpet
Cherry Crumpet
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dreamworld
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1
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128
Endlichkeit
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fluorescentpearl
Help Would anyone like a "friend" to talk to everyday about stuff?
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12
Views
697
tokyoboo
tokyoboo
metrochan
Venting Doing what I love in exchange of CTBing in 9 years or sooner
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2
Views
232
metrochan
metrochan
here_for_now
I feel like shit
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1
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146
cheaptrick
cheaptrick
SouzaBr
Failed attempt
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6
Views
615
flowersforalgernons
flowersforalgernons
+lostdog+
Necessity.
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2
Views
189
+lostdog+
+lostdog+
1nocares
what exactly am i doing so wrong
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1
Views
267
justexisting14
justexisting14
Die.A.Ria
Discussion Parents contacted after suicide?
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5
Views
319
Estrella87
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RedFruit
Venting No clue what to do anymore.
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9
Views
543
voidstar
voidstar
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Story Why I experience suicidal thoughts
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0
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183
mar173
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RedFruit
My CTB thread
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17
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1K
RedFruit
RedFruit
Tyra
I think I will do it around summer 2027
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3
Views
189
Tyra
Tyra
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