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Aphid

Aphid

Pentecad
Apr 30, 2026
187
Same shit everyday is just what life is. Over and over same shit every day doing nothing for anyone but billionaires, it's making me demoralized and suicidal even more. I just think im gonna do it soon.
 
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paranoias64

paranoias64

basket case
Nov 25, 2025
48
i feel u on that. i look behind me and didn't like what i saw. i look in front of me and dont like what i feel. and i look ahead and dread what's coming next. i cant really believe this is all there is. and maybe that's good. it breaks my heart the amount of unjust suffering out there. and there's nothing i can do :(
 
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Aphid

Aphid

Pentecad
Apr 30, 2026
187
This is sooo it, yes
 
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delinquentsandwich

delinquentsandwich

professional dissociator
Jan 23, 2026
194
I am powerless to change anything
I've been told to ignore the things I cannot change
and yet I cannot bring myself to be ignorant

my heart hurts for the ones who are exploited and neglected
greed and malice is everywhere and I don't wish to live in it

it's really bleak that's all there is now..
 
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Aphid

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Apr 30, 2026
187
there's no path forward, it's a future that hates us and a past that consumes us, and we are doomed to repeat it.
 
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