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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
M
My old neighbour belittled me for being suicidal.
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9
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369
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
shivszq
suggest a chemical or poison
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8
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354
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
jenny6391bubbles
Venting my mom died last month and i dont have it together at all
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14
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681
pickedmyctbdate
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Topaz111
  • Question
Help [SH] Cutting on stretch marks?
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5
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246
Forveleth
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Discussion What exactly is the difference between suicidal and non-suicidal self harm?
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1
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162
Forveleth
F
C
anyone from Czech Republic?
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8
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703
kirillbledny
kirillbledny
R
Help What would be the best way to get my hands on some strong anti nausea meds?
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1
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122
LastNite
LastNite
Leonard_Bangley39
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Venting i hate women
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38
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2K
SergantWallbridge
SergantWallbridge
lastappleonearth
Discussion Anyone else constantly physically uncomfortable?
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8
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408
lastappleonearth
lastappleonearth
FireFox
My plans to kill myself in my 30s is now back on
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3
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509
darkshadownice
darkshadownice
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I might C.T.B soon.
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2
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183
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
Discussion Aurum Metallicum
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10
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318
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
beyondthestars
Tired of non-methods that shouldn't be used
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2
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513
beyondthestars
beyondthestars
ctb_warrior
Discussion Be kind to all
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0
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192
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
W
My dog died.
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8
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279
Aren
Aren
J
Just took 200mg ritalin IR
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4
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336
MatiSendiri
MatiSendiri
S
Thoughts on animal suffering?
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12
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361
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
Aphid
Venting It got better then it didn’t
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1
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101
MatiSendiri
MatiSendiri
freycinetia
Have you done anything to prepare for the aftermath of CTB?
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7
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295
ThisPartySucks
ThisPartySucks
sacrilegeofsouls
I wish i was terminally ill sometimes
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2
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242
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
makotoyuki
Story Personal disclaimer
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0
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223
makotoyuki
makotoyuki
nitritegirl
Morphine OD
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18
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1K
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
dear._.hxc
Destined for Suicide
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3
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265
kirillbledny
kirillbledny
They call me Death.
Alcoholics, where are you?
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36
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1K
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
angel164
Venting I do not want a job!
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14
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1K
MrMegalomaniac
MrMegalomaniac
shaggydootv
I wanna die but im scared to kill myself
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1
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445
Off_Switch
Off_Switch
wylcel
Help does the improved amitriptyline cocktail work?
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2
Views
152
wylcel
wylcel
N-methylamphetamine
How do you cope before you CTB
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2
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163
shaggydootv
shaggydootv
Spite
Discussion Have you ever thrown something away you wish you hadn't? Do you feel like you have ruined your life?
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2
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298
tomame
tomame
pony No.2
Help Hanging advice needed !
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1
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472
luciddth
luciddth
bb5055
am i making a mistake by giving my SN to my ex girlfriend?
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18
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952
ZEROEDOUT
ZEROEDOUT
Its almost time!
Venting I feel unjustified in wanting to die
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9
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538
cvury
cvury
NotUrDream
Venting hygiene issues
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2
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153
cvury
cvury
dogemn
  • Question
Discussion What's stopping you from healing?
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42
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2K
cvury
cvury
shaggydootv
Love is something u can envy but the fact that i dont have to worry about someone cheating on me makes me not envy love at all 🤣🤣🤣
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0
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166
shaggydootv
shaggydootv
rxcha
Venting i seriously think an early death (by ctb) is just kind of predestined for me
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0
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132
rxcha
rxcha
favouriteworstolive
Venting i want to get worse
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5
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421
favouriteworstolive
favouriteworstolive
bpdscared9
Venting I'm still unfortunately alive.
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1
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240
ThisPartySucks
ThisPartySucks
WallTermite
Discussion Suicide is badass?
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1
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161
Pluto
Pluto
Aunty_Seuss
Discussion Does visiting certain places trigger your ideation / cause you to relapse?
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1
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134
otomedissection
otomedissection
ihateittoo
Discussion deciding a location to ctb
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0
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225
ihateittoo
ihateittoo
Tyra
Scrolling Reddit and was reminded of SN
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1
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174
Dawnfang
Dawnfang
L
Help Is this SWB + Nitrous Oxide method good enough or is there something i need to revise?
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2
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413
WallTermite
WallTermite
X
rate my very detailed and elaborate method
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3
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1K
WallTermite
WallTermite
violet.4321
Venting Wanting to ctb but got an opportunity
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1
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282
xetineline
xetineline
Ms_Type
Where do u think i should fade.
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0
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162
Ms_Type
Ms_Type
bae
Help switches
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3
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167
bae
bae
jellyfish11
Venting cancelled my ctb date
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2
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223
jellyfish11
jellyfish11
happysunnydayy
Help does travelling and looking at beautiful natural sceneries make you wanna live?
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19
Views
680
delinquentsandwich
delinquentsandwich
G
  • Question
Method Easy and quick methods for rapid death in North America.
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6
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517
gameplayer
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