Help Hanging advice needed !

[pony No.2]

I'm 4'11 and weigh 130 lbs. I want to know what kind of rope will hold and be enough. I plan on doing this sometime next week, or whenever I can be alone for a while and have privacy, maybe wait until my mom is asleep

Also when I do hang, do I put the most pressure on the front of my neck immediately? or gradually increase the weight over time? I don't know what kind of tie for it I want to do for the rope, there's a few ways to do it I believe.

I was going to hang myself in my closet, I can reach the shelf a bit with my arms alone, I hope its enough. I really can't emphasize how much I don't want to come back to this life. I'll buy it the day after my psychiatry appointment.

 

[luciddth]

I want to know what kind of rope will hold and be enough

since im bad at this question you can check this: "I recommend 12mm braided polyester or polypropylene rope. They should support pretty much anyone with an average weight, but always make sure you check the "safe working load" of whatever rope you're buying."

do I put the most pressure on the front of my neck immediately? or gradually increase the weight over time?

the evelyn's guide says that you have to do it immediately. i personally did it more or less slowly holding my breath and i passed out very soon with no issues.

I don't know what kind of tie for it I want to do

i used the bowline for the anchor and slipknot for the neck.

if you have other questions you might find answers here.

I really can't emphasize how much I don't want to come back to this life

i agree with you so much, hope youll deal with it all.