LilGhost
Shark
- Apr 8, 2026
- 134
Failed all my previous attempts mostly due to fatigue and legs problem. I can't use my legs for long, so such attempts like hanging were always failing cause I couldn't tie a knot to anchor point normally (like… you need to stand and raise your hands to tie it to smth high enough). Couldnt do partial hanging either, cause a) I don't understand how the fuck do I find a sweet spot, b) maybe my rope was to short but because I needed to lean, I had to lean forward with whole body, which is apparently an exercise too.
I don't have access to high enough places to unsure job done, nor access to SN (I am also an immigrant so I fear even if I figure how to order it without being scammed, it might have consequences on my stay in the country)
Is there any tips on how to make it less hard to ctb? Or what method might be working for those with reduced mobility? I hate the fact I have to fight to be dead. I understand that there is no way there is super easy method, but I am just desperate because all my previous attempts failed and tho I am resting from last one, I want to be able to prepare if I'll still feel shitty in a month or so
I don't have access to high enough places to unsure job done, nor access to SN (I am also an immigrant so I fear even if I figure how to order it without being scammed, it might have consequences on my stay in the country)
Is there any tips on how to make it less hard to ctb? Or what method might be working for those with reduced mobility? I hate the fact I have to fight to be dead. I understand that there is no way there is super easy method, but I am just desperate because all my previous attempts failed and tho I am resting from last one, I want to be able to prepare if I'll still feel shitty in a month or so
