theloststars
one legged horror
- Jul 30, 2026
- 2
Is bleeding out peaceful? I almost bled out internally during my failed ctb where I jumped off a bridge and I still felt fairly aware but I was also flooded with adrenaline because I shattered my ankle. I know it'll be painful but I cannot do any other methods that won't cause a seizure or something. It will also be symbolic for me and I am willing to deal with the pain.
I plan on taking a bunch of pain meds to thin my blood, get high and then cut my leg to the bone and maybe slit my inner elbows if things get boring and just listen to music as I fade away in the bathtub. The only thing I will regret is my fiance finding me, but I'm just a burden to him. I'm a burden to him, all my friends and everything. Treatment hasn't worked. My parents ruined me.
I'm planning on doing it while he is asleep and just leave a note on the door to go outside and call an ambulance so he doesn't have to see it. The only thing keeping me alive is the fear my friends may follow me to the grave but in this political climate it may be for the best.
I'm constantly in pain from my failed attempt. My mental state is always awful. If I were an animal I'd be put down.
I plan on taking a bunch of pain meds to thin my blood, get high and then cut my leg to the bone and maybe slit my inner elbows if things get boring and just listen to music as I fade away in the bathtub. The only thing I will regret is my fiance finding me, but I'm just a burden to him. I'm a burden to him, all my friends and everything. Treatment hasn't worked. My parents ruined me.
I'm planning on doing it while he is asleep and just leave a note on the door to go outside and call an ambulance so he doesn't have to see it. The only thing keeping me alive is the fear my friends may follow me to the grave but in this political climate it may be for the best.
I'm constantly in pain from my failed attempt. My mental state is always awful. If I were an animal I'd be put down.
