Alcoholics, where are you?

[They call me Death.]

Is there already a thread like this? Otherwise, tell me how you're feeling rn. Or anything thats on your mind.

 

[SASU-KE]

They're not sure where they are currently. Need to give them some time to sober up




I had a short stint with alcohol myself. God, I enjoyed myself so much during that time but I'll still never do it again. It's not worth it. Just not.

Whatever it gives you, it takes back a lot more.

How are you doing? How's your relationship with it right now?

 

[enne]

sorry, was grabbing a beer. what's up?

Whatever it gives you, it takes back a lot more

this is the truest thing i've ever seen

sorry, was grabbing a beer. what's up?

this is the truest thing i've ever seen

oh how am i doing? awful

 

[drag201]

Aahahah been struggling with alcohol since I was 16 so a few years. It's been alright but I try to keep everything as moderate as circumstantially possible. I drink and spree post here a lot since people dont wanna listenn to me ramble and I cant give away that Im drunk. How are you?

 

[SadGirl]

Is there already a thread like this? Otherwise, tell me how you're feeling rn. Or anything thats on your mind.

I'm crying and I don't even know why. I've got a job now and I feel like it's my only achievement this year. But I'm having suicidal ideations. And I'm drinking every day, I don't think I can stop anymore, but I'll try, I'm not well mentally and emotionally, that's clear. But I'm going on with life like this.

 

[restingplace]

Not exactly an alcoholic but recently I've been gulping down vodka and getting high whenever I can, when it starts to wear off and i get sad I just rinse and repeat.

You can't get hungover if you're always drunk

 

[Shadows From Hell]

I'm here!

 

[SadGirl]

Not exactly an alcoholic but recently I've been gulping down vodka and getting high whenever I can, when it starts to wear off and i get sad I just rinse and repeat.

You can't get hungover if you're always drunk

I never had the courage to drink again with a hangover, I always thought it makes everything worse. But now I'm drinking.

 

[mistake22]

having the label of alcoholic is a very miserable and painful experience. People feel sorry for you the first couple of sad drunken rants but anything after is just people making fun of you and not wanting to listen to you even when youre sober. Alcohol is a big waste of time and kills all motivation

 

[E4syW3y0u7]

I'm not sure if i'm actively an alcoholic because i don't have the guts to go out of the house to buy the stuff.

But when i'm starting to freak out or i'm submerged by anguish, i get out of my room and try to find anything that is booze, i grab beers and shotgun them, grab wine and drink gulps super fast/shots of liquor, you name it.

Taste is the least of my worries when i drink, the only thing i'm worried about is how long/how much do i need to start being impaired and on the verge of passing out.

I don't like it, i know that it's so toxic on you/damages your body but i just want the thoughts and the pain to be drowned for a bit... I know it's pathetic but i can't help it... I've never thought i'd be where i'm at right now in my life...

 

[mistake22]

Not exactly an alcoholic but recently I've been gulping down vodka and getting high whenever I can, when it starts to wear off and i get sad I just rinse and repeat.

You can't get hungover if you're always drunk

Oof. I cant drink after a hangover. Its literally hell in my opinion. I would be careful thats how people get those infamous 72 hour symptoms (shakes, delirium, seizures)

 

[They call me Death.]

I'm not doing well, guys. Having a lot of trouble with not buying anything tonight. I can't even last a day without 2 bottles of wine anymore. If I don't kill myself, the alcohol eventually will.

 

[SASU-KE]

I'm not doing well, guys. Having a lot of trouble with not buying anything tonight. I can't even last a day without 2 bottles of wine anymore. If I don't kill myself, the alcohol eventually will.

Please try your best. My situation was really dire at a point of time. First thing I used to do after getting up was start drinking. And if my alcohol was over, I used to go out in the pouring rain or the hot sun. You couldn't stop me lol.

But I had to stop. It's just such a terrible, terrible thing. It whittles you down to nothing and makes you a slave.I behaved terribly on it. I'll never do it again. To be honest, I stopped it more for others sake than myself. And I don't mean to say that I'm some Saint. It's just that I was way too much of an ass,lol.

I just went cold Turkey. If you don't want to do that, I would suggest just focus on a single day today. Take tomorrow the same way and then the next day as well. It's very difficult to imagine a future without alcohol. But if you can just imagine and abstain today, it will add up. And one day you will be free. You'll be you again.