dear._.hxc
Lifelover STINKS GOOD
- Jun 1, 2026
- 3
I feel like my fate is suicide. Like ive known for years that I'm destined to die by my own hand. There's no way I'm dying of old age, or cancer. My current ctb plan is overdosing on opioids. In that drug megathread it said I need to inject it so I won't be able to throw up the pills, but I have no experience shooting up.
I want to live life a little bit more, see if it gets any better (it hasn't and it won't but I guess I'm allowed to have false hope), but I just know I will die by suicide soon. Maybe in the next 5 years. I'm autistic and schizophrenic and I live everyday in fear and hopelessness. It will never get better, and I know my time is coming
I want to live life a little bit more, see if it gets any better (it hasn't and it won't but I guess I'm allowed to have false hope), but I just know I will die by suicide soon. Maybe in the next 5 years. I'm autistic and schizophrenic and I live everyday in fear and hopelessness. It will never get better, and I know my time is coming
