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Aphid

Aphid

Rotting Failure.
Apr 30, 2026
64
Is there any potential way to undo the brain damage recieved from partial hanging? I've done it so many times I believe I have some heavy brain damage, if there's any hope for me I need to do something about it. If not I need to end it now
 
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TorturedMike888

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Apr 28, 2026
29
Is there any potential way to undo the brain damage recieved from partial hanging? I've done it so many times I believe I have some heavy brain damage, if there's any hope for me I need to do something about it. If not I need to end it now
So have you been doing it wrong? I thought it was a valid way to take your life, but it sounds like it's a bit of a mess.
 
Aphid

Aphid

Rotting Failure.
Apr 30, 2026
64
So have you been doing it wrong? I thought it was a valid way to take your life, but it sounds like it's a bit of a mess.
I wasn't doing it wrong, unfortunately i was too much of a pussy to commit and I forced myself out of it. Things haven't been the same. Don't be like me.
 
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TorturedMike888

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Apr 28, 2026
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I wasn't doing it wrong, unfortunately i was too much of a pussy to commit and I forced myself out of it. Things haven't been the same. Don't be like me.
I have so many questions for you about it. Can you tell me what it was like to do it? Were you losing consciousness and then decided to back out, or were you suffocating and got out of it before it was too late? And is the reason you think you have brain damage because there are some things that you cannot do anymore? Because I was considering this method, but I'm still on the fence about it.
 
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SoverignDreamer97

I am never alone.
Mar 29, 2026
172
Truly, if you wish to ensure a binary outcome, then you must learn patience and discipline, even if it takes years, otherwise... you are not ready.

Therefore, "control the things you can control, one step at a time." ~Suncha Ferriera (Victus Group)

For whoever has, to them more will be given until they have it abundantly, but whoever does not have, even what they think they have will be taken from them. (Matthew 13:12)
 
Aphid

Aphid

Rotting Failure.
Apr 30, 2026
64
I have so many questions for you about it. Can you tell me what it was like to do it? Were you losing consciousness and then decided to back out, or were you suffocating and got out of it before it was too late? And is the reason you think you have brain damage because there are some things that you cannot do anymore? Because I was considering this method, but I'm still on the fence about it.
the thing that scares me every time is the static. Everything gets blurry and you get a vision like old TV's, sounds like music become smeared and it's so scary.
I was mid way through involuntary movement and panic when I forced myself out. I was on the edge of consciousness.
The static gives me a primal fear. This may not be the method for me it seems,

The reason I believe I have brain damage is the severe brain fog and inability to do hardly anything I used to. Everything's just become worse.
 
hurts2b

hurts2b

Tired
Mar 14, 2026
171
Well if you typed this yourself, then that's a good sign. Severe brain damage can full on paralyze you. There's different therapies (such as OT) that can help people with brain damage to regain skills. But like another person here said, go to a doctor if at all possible.
 
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Aphid

Rotting Failure.
Apr 30, 2026
64
Well if you typed this yourself, then that's a good sign. Severe brain damage can full on paralyze you. There's different therapies (such as OT) that can help people with brain damage to regain skills. But like another person here said, go to a doctor if at all possible.
Will do
 

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