aeoliandawn
dawn
- Oct 10, 2023
- 63
Hello there, I'm not completely sure which method I'll try next. I've tried partial hanging for about 5 times and lost count of how many times I tried strangling myself (more specifically, pressing the baroreceptors to make me faint)
My main problem is SI, I somehow get scared and stop the whole process.
Is there anyway to numb the brain just enough for SI to not kick in? I could research more on my own, but I highly doubt information about this kind of stuff is easily sharable like this. But, I am majoring in pharmaceutical sciences (idk what's the actual name in english) so maybe I could find something useful, I'll share if I find something interesting.
I hate that my brain keeps telling me to end my life but when I actually try it makes me stop it, doesn't make sense at all.
Any help will be useful guys!
My main problem is SI, I somehow get scared and stop the whole process.
Is there anyway to numb the brain just enough for SI to not kick in? I could research more on my own, but I highly doubt information about this kind of stuff is easily sharable like this. But, I am majoring in pharmaceutical sciences (idk what's the actual name in english) so maybe I could find something useful, I'll share if I find something interesting.
I hate that my brain keeps telling me to end my life but when I actually try it makes me stop it, doesn't make sense at all.
Any help will be useful guys!
