octopus
doomed myself
- Aug 29, 2026
- 2
i don't have a lot and i don't have any clear way to get more options so just bear with me lol
i have like maybe two anchor points aside from door knobs that i'd actually trust to hold my body weight. i don't have a rope or anything but there's definitely something around. i've tested it once (psh) and it'd probably work but i'm afraid someone would just find me before i have a chance to die and i'll just become a vegetable, and if by some miracle i found time alone i'd be blocked by si. honestly it's probably still my best option but i'm genuinely afraid of what would happen if i failed.
i think i'd have a better time avoiding si overdosing, but literally all i have is over the counter stuff, including aspirin (which is probably expired, actually) and acetaminophen which i don't have much of rn but it gets refilled fairly often. i know it's a non method but i've got virtually zero access to anything else. i also have a 375ml bottle of vodka if that could help somehow. i'm kind of assuming i'd be technically hoping for the same thing to kill me regardless (aspiration) but idk maybe i have a better chance if i just down everything
sorry if i didn't explain very well or if this is just stupid (i'm sure it is lmao). i'm sure the majority of replies will just be to wait to invest in a better method but i was wondering just in case there might actually be a chance to end this quicker
thanks
i have like maybe two anchor points aside from door knobs that i'd actually trust to hold my body weight. i don't have a rope or anything but there's definitely something around. i've tested it once (psh) and it'd probably work but i'm afraid someone would just find me before i have a chance to die and i'll just become a vegetable, and if by some miracle i found time alone i'd be blocked by si. honestly it's probably still my best option but i'm genuinely afraid of what would happen if i failed.
i think i'd have a better time avoiding si overdosing, but literally all i have is over the counter stuff, including aspirin (which is probably expired, actually) and acetaminophen which i don't have much of rn but it gets refilled fairly often. i know it's a non method but i've got virtually zero access to anything else. i also have a 375ml bottle of vodka if that could help somehow. i'm kind of assuming i'd be technically hoping for the same thing to kill me regardless (aspiration) but idk maybe i have a better chance if i just down everything
sorry if i didn't explain very well or if this is just stupid (i'm sure it is lmao). i'm sure the majority of replies will just be to wait to invest in a better method but i was wondering just in case there might actually be a chance to end this quicker
thanks
