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Are you coming to terms with CTBing?


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dogemn

dogemn

I can't go on. I'll go on.
May 30, 2023
189
Anyone else feels like they've been making their plans for the coming days to CTB? I've been stopping my wellbutrin so that it gets removed from my system and it doesn't interact with metoclopramide (I'll do a run test first), so I can prepare for the day of my CTB with SN and do it as best I can.
 
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bl33ding_heart

Borderline
Jun 24, 2025
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I don't have active plans but I slowly become more and more comfortable with death as the days go by
 
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HNR_

Close to a new start...or meet my end
May 21, 2026
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It's funny but I did feel very neutral towards it shortly after I took that decision, I just kinda took the blow and, after a couple days, whenever I thought about it, the only thing that came to mind is "yep, I'm doing this" as if it was a regular solution to someone's problems
When I'll have to face the edge of the cliff though...well, I just answered that in another thread earlier if you want people's opinions and thoughts about that
 
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jdogg60

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Aug 7, 2026
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Are you coming all the way off wellbutrin? I'm taking zoloft and hoping I can just taper a bit if i need to ctb. The drug interaction with meto is supposedly only 'Moderate'. Although then adding benzos...ibuprofen...who knows how that all feels.
 

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