Discussion Excited to CTB in a few days?

[dogemn]

Anyone else is excited to finally CTB in a few days? I've stopped my bupropion (wellbutrin) which I needed to stop for 7 days for it not to interact with metoclopramide and propranolol. After that I'll take a bunch of alprazolam and klonopin before SN and try to make sure I won't be rescued for many hours. Anyone else excited or happy to finally make up their mind and do it for once?

 

[ratherpainful]

It's a weird feeling. I will try my first attempt ever after around 5 days. I can wake up in the morning and doubt about making it, although I 100% sure it's necessary. Throughout the day feelings can change, for one second I doubt it, right after I wish final date were closer and so on. My only hope SI won't take over me and i will make that final step (fsh method). My grammar is bad af since it's not my native language

 

[dogemn]

It's a weird feeling. I will try my first attempt ever after around 5 days. I can wake up in the morning and doubt about making it, although I 100% sure it's necessary. Throughout the day feelings can change, for one second I doubt it, right after I wish final date were closer and so on. My only hope SI won't take over me and i will make that final step (fsh method). My grammar is bad af since it's not my native language

are you gonna take benzos, alcohol, anything like that?

 

[3rdworldsadness]

Not in few days but in a months I'm still hoping for a better method but can't find. Fsh is the only way I see. But good luck to you! Peace.

 

[atre]

Anyone else is excited to finally CTB in a few days? I've stopped my bupropion (wellbutrin) which I needed to stop for 7 days for it not to interact with metoclopramide and propranolol. After that I'll take a bunch of alprazolam and klonopin before SN and try to make sure I won't be rescued for many hours. Anyone else excited or happy to finally make up their mind and do it for once?

Of course I am. It gives me a peace of mind. Though naturally at the very day of the attempt, one may feel anxious, that's only natural...

 

[ratherpainful]

are you gonna take benzos, alcohol, anything like that?

Yep, alcohol , probably some Jack Daniel's , wine, one beer for starter

 

[silasapollo]

i was taking a walk today and i couldnt stop smiling thinking about this finally being over.