How to get over the taste of euthasol

[Whydaddy]

I have 2, 35 ml bottles of euthasol
It's somewhat alkaline if my memory serves me. I did do a ph strip I know that it has a chemical agent in it.
I had a severe panic attack earlier because I have no idea how to get over the gag reflex when I put it under my tongue and taste it. It tastes like some kind of nasty lighter fluid mixed with a play doh after taste. I can't intake the shit with anything in my stomach or i risk throwing it up, or possibly burning my esophagus out entirely, but I'm hoping I'll be dead before then.
Can anyone guide me on how I could possibly get over the risk of throwing it up- any suggestions besides anti emetics?
Im so desperate for this to end finally any help is appreciated

 

[Yakui]

can you not IV it?

 

[Whydaddy]

can you not IV it?

I could try but I'm not that skilled at it. I did buy needles at one point to do tests with saline, but I'm rather clumsy with needles I would be so worried the entire time that it would be wasted and not poison me enough
I just put some under my tongue and it's starting to hit

 

[Yakui]

I could try but I'm not that skilled at it. I did buy needles at one point to do tests with saline, but I'm rather clumsy with needles I would be so worried the entire time that it would be wasted and not poison me enough

unless you plan on alerting others prior to the fact, worst case scenario you wake up not dead. youll have plenty leftover to try again even if you mess up.
id suggest looking at the psychonautwiki's injection guide if youre worried.

Safer injection guide

Injection is the act of delivering a psychoactive substance into the body using a hypodermic needle. Injected substances are mixed with a liquid (such as sterilie water for injection) to form a solution, which is usually either injected directly into the bloodstream via the veins (i.e...

psychonautwiki.org

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

I could try but I'm not that skilled at it. I did buy needles at one point to do tests with saline, but I'm rather clumsy with needles I would be so worried the entire time that it would be wasted and not poison me enough
I just put some under my tongue and it's starting to hit

this is Nembutal pet pentobarbital?

how much did u put under tongue

how did it hit ? in how many minutes?

 

[Captive_Mind515]

I always thought IV was the only safe way to use that stuff. Oral ingestion can just lead to severe medical complications, because it has other substances in it beyond a pure sedative.

 

[Whydaddy]

this is Nembutal pet pentobarbital?

how much did u put under tongue

how did it hit ? in how many minutes?

Yes veterinary use pentobarbital.
So last night I put about 4 drops under my tongue and quickly downed ice water with it. I passed out within 20 min and had a very deep sleep. Mind you prior to taking it I was having panic attacks and very wound up so my body probably already was tired, but I do not sleep easily as my gaba receptors have been semi permanently damaged by psych meds over the years.

So yeah, about 20-30 min i was out like a light. I did dream

I always thought IV was the only safe way to use that stuff. Oral ingestion can just lead to severe medical complications, because it has other substances in it beyond a pure sedative.

Well probably some medical complications if somehow it does not kill me. It's why I am going out of my way to get a DNR.

 

[volo]

Well, your substance is the gold standard, you're not going to get it better than that. Every poison is bad tasting. There's a post on here that shows a dignitas movie in which the guy who takes it eats a piece of chocolate after it.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Yes veterinary use pentobarbital.
So last night I put about 4 drops under my tongue and quickly downed ice water with it. I passed out within 20 min and had a very deep sleep. Mind you prior to taking it I was having panic attacks and very wound up so my body probably already was tired, but I do not sleep easily as my gaba receptors have been semi permanently damaged by psych meds over the years.

So yeah, about 20-30 min i was out like a light. I did dream

Well probably some medical complications if somehow it does not kill me. It's why I am going out of my way to get a DNR.

how old is your Nembutal pentobarbital?

for how many years did you take psych meds that did that to your Gaba receptors?

when did you stop taking psych meds ?

can you say where you got the Euthasol ?

about how many Milliliters ML is 4 drops?

internet said 4 drops is .2 ml

.2 x 390 Mg is 78 Mg

so you put 78 Mg under your tongue

and it knocked you out

 

[Tautochrome]

I think someone in a PPH story mixed it with alcohol?

 

[Whydaddy]

how old is your Nembutal pentobarbital?

for how many years did you take psych meds that did that to your Gaba receptors?

when did you stop taking psych meds ?

can you say where you got the Euthasol ?

about how many Milliliters ML is 4 drops?

internet said 4 drops is .2 ml

.2 x 390 Mg is 78 Mg

so you put 78 Mg under your tongue

and it knocked you out

It is about 2 years old now- I cannot specify where I got it. Ive been prescribed low dose benzo meds for over 10 years…benzos will hammer every receptor in your brain until you have no ability to think or perceive threat. It is quite possibly the most dangerous drug on the planet and it's legal

 

[GodChallengesMe]

How to get that thing?

 

[inandoutoflove]

How to get that thing?

literally just be in a psych ward and they'll throw that shit at you. if you refuse, they'll take that as a refusal of help, which reflects negatively on you and your treatment.

 

[Serena 2026]

I have 2, 35 ml bottles of euthasol
It's somewhat alkaline if my memory serves me. I did do a ph strip I know that it has a chemical agent in it.
I had a severe panic attack earlier because I have no idea how to get over the gag reflex when I put it under my tongue and taste it. It tastes like some kind of nasty lighter fluid mixed with a play doh after taste. I can't intake the shit with anything in my stomach or i risk throwing it up, or possibly burning my esophagus out entirely, but I'm hoping I'll be dead before then.
Can anyone guide me on how I could possibly get over the risk of throwing it up- any suggestions besides anti emetics?
Im so desperate for this to end finally any help is appreciated

Based on my research, that amount isn't enough for the CTB... the book I bought, *A Solução Final*, says the minimum is 200 ml. It also mentions that the taste isn't pleasant and suggests boosting it with an alcoholic beverage—I think it recommends 40 ml. I'm considering using Martini or a sweet liqueur to mask the flavor, since that's the method I plan to use. I intend to apply an anesthetic spray to my tongue to see if that helps... I'm going to test a mixture of lemon and vinegar, taking it after the anesthetic but before the CTB—who knows, maybe it'll work and improve the taste!

Yes veterinary use pentobarbital.
So last night I put about 4 drops under my tongue and quickly downed ice water with it. I passed out within 20 min and had a very deep sleep. Mind you prior to taking it I was having panic attacks and very wound up so my body probably already was tired, but I do not sleep easily as my gaba receptors have been semi permanently damaged by psych meds over the years.

So yeah, about 20-30 min i was out like a light. I did dream

Well probably some medical complications if somehow it does not kill me. It's why I am going out of my way to get a DNR.

Your observations about N really interested me—thanks for sharing! Mas

 

[intr0verse]

Based on my research, that amount isn't enough for the CTB... the book I bought, *A Solução Final*, says the minimum is 200 ml. It also mentions that the taste isn't pleasant and suggests boosting it with an alcoholic beverage—I think it recommends 40 ml. I'm considering using Martini or a sweet liqueur to mask the flavor, since that's the method I plan to use. I intend to apply an anesthetic spray to my tongue to see if that helps... I'm going to test a mixture of lemon and vinegar, taking it after the anesthetic but before the CTB—who knows, maybe it'll work and improve the taste!

The amount required depends on the concentration of the liquid. So for example, Halatal has a concentration of 65 mg per 1 ml, that's 6.5 g per 100 ml and a total of 13 g per 200 ml; Euthasol on the other hand has a concentration of 390 mg per 1 ml which means 13.6 g in 35 ml. What concerns me is that 4 ml, which should contain 1.5 g of N, only gave OP a deep sleep, when in fact, that dose should have put him in a coma. That is weird.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

The amount required depends on the concentration of the liquid. So for example, Halatal has a concentration of 65 mg per 1 ml, that's 6.5 g per 100 ml and a total of 13 g per 200 ml; Euthasol on the other hand has a concentration of 390 mg per 1 ml which means 13.6 g in 35 ml. What concerns me is that 4 ml, which should contain 1.5 g of N, only gave OP a deep sleep, when in fact, that dose should have put him in a coma. That is weird.

OP I think said 4 drops not 4ml

internet says 4 drops is 0.2 ml

but who knows how many ml really were in the drops

 

[intr0verse]

OP I think said 4 drops not 4ml

internet says 4 drops is 0.2 ml

but who knows how many ml really were in the drops

You are correct, he said 4 drops not 4 ml, my mistake. If 4 drops is 78mg, it's still problematic though because now we are under the therapeutic dose so the effects are exaggerated. Maybe 4 drops means a bit more than 0.2 ml.
In case OP wants to test it, 1ml is enough for a sleep test; it should give him a very good sleep.

 

[pedro3211]

I have 2, 35 ml bottles of euthasol
It's somewhat alkaline if my memory serves me. I did do a ph strip I know that it has a chemical agent in it.
I had a severe panic attack earlier because I have no idea how to get over the gag reflex when I put it under my tongue and taste it. It tastes like some kind of nasty lighter fluid mixed with a play doh after taste. I can't intake the shit with anything in my stomach or i risk throwing it up, or possibly burning my esophagus out entirely, but I'm hoping I'll be dead before then.
Can anyone guide me on how I could possibly get over the risk of throwing it up- any suggestions besides anti emetics?
Im so desperate for this to end finally any help is appreciated

How did you manage to get these?