How to get over the taste of euthasol

[Whydaddy]

I have 2, 35 ml bottles of euthasol
It's somewhat alkaline if my memory serves me. I did do a ph strip I know that it has a chemical agent in it.
I had a severe panic attack earlier because I have no idea how to get over the gag reflex when I put it under my tongue and taste it. It tastes like some kind of nasty lighter fluid mixed with a play doh after taste. I can't intake the shit with anything in my stomach or i risk throwing it up, or possibly burning my esophagus out entirely, but I'm hoping I'll be dead before then.
Can anyone guide me on how I could possibly get over the risk of throwing it up- any suggestions besides anti emetics?
Im so desperate for this to end finally any help is appreciated

 

[Yakui]

can you not IV it?

 

[Whydaddy]

can you not IV it?

I could try but I'm not that skilled at it. I did buy needles at one point to do tests with saline, but I'm rather clumsy with needles I would be so worried the entire time that it would be wasted and not poison me enough
I just put some under my tongue and it's starting to hit

 

[Yakui]

I could try but I'm not that skilled at it. I did buy needles at one point to do tests with saline, but I'm rather clumsy with needles I would be so worried the entire time that it would be wasted and not poison me enough

unless you plan on alerting others prior to the fact, worst case scenario you wake up not dead. youll have plenty leftover to try again even if you mess up.
id suggest looking at the psychonautwiki's injection guide if youre worried.

Safer injection guide

Injection is the act of delivering a psychoactive substance into the body using a hypodermic needle. Injected substances are mixed with a liquid (such as sterilie water for injection) to form a solution, which is usually either injected directly into the bloodstream via the veins (i.e...

psychonautwiki.org

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

I could try but I'm not that skilled at it. I did buy needles at one point to do tests with saline, but I'm rather clumsy with needles I would be so worried the entire time that it would be wasted and not poison me enough
I just put some under my tongue and it's starting to hit

this is Nembutal pet pentobarbital?

how much did u put under tongue

how did it hit ? in how many minutes?

 

[Captive_Mind515]

I always thought IV was the only safe way to use that stuff. Oral ingestion can just lead to severe medical complications, because it has other substances in it beyond a pure sedative.

 

[Whydaddy]

this is Nembutal pet pentobarbital?

how much did u put under tongue

how did it hit ? in how many minutes?

Yes veterinary use pentobarbital.
So last night I put about 4 drops under my tongue and quickly downed ice water with it. I passed out within 20 min and had a very deep sleep. Mind you prior to taking it I was having panic attacks and very wound up so my body probably already was tired, but I do not sleep easily as my gaba receptors have been semi permanently damaged by psych meds over the years.

So yeah, about 20-30 min i was out like a light. I did dream

I always thought IV was the only safe way to use that stuff. Oral ingestion can just lead to severe medical complications, because it has other substances in it beyond a pure sedative.

Well probably some medical complications if somehow it does not kill me. It's why I am going out of my way to get a DNR.

 

[volo]

Well, your substance is the gold standard, you're not going to get it better than that. Every poison is bad tasting. There's a post on here that shows a dignitas movie in which the guy who takes it eats a piece of chocolate after it.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Yes veterinary use pentobarbital.
So last night I put about 4 drops under my tongue and quickly downed ice water with it. I passed out within 20 min and had a very deep sleep. Mind you prior to taking it I was having panic attacks and very wound up so my body probably already was tired, but I do not sleep easily as my gaba receptors have been semi permanently damaged by psych meds over the years.

So yeah, about 20-30 min i was out like a light. I did dream

Well probably some medical complications if somehow it does not kill me. It's why I am going out of my way to get a DNR.

how old is your Nembutal pentobarbital?

for how many years did you take psych meds that did that to your Gaba receptors?

when did you stop taking psych meds ?

can you say where you got the Euthasol ?

about how many Milliliters ML is 4 drops?

internet said 4 drops is .2 ml

.2 x 390 Mg is 78 Mg

so you put 78 Mg under your tongue

and it knocked you out

 

[Tautochrome]

I think someone in a PPH story mixed it with alcohol?

 

[Whydaddy]

how old is your Nembutal pentobarbital?

for how many years did you take psych meds that did that to your Gaba receptors?

when did you stop taking psych meds ?

can you say where you got the Euthasol ?

about how many Milliliters ML is 4 drops?

internet said 4 drops is .2 ml

.2 x 390 Mg is 78 Mg

so you put 78 Mg under your tongue

and it knocked you out

It is about 2 years old now- I cannot specify where I got it. Ive been prescribed low dose benzo meds for over 10 years…benzos will hammer every receptor in your brain until you have no ability to think or perceive threat. It is quite possibly the most dangerous drug on the planet and it's legal

 

[GodChallengesMe]

How to get that thing?

 

[inandoutoflove]

How to get that thing?

literally just be in a psych ward and they'll throw that shit at you. if you refuse, they'll take that as a refusal of help, which reflects negatively on you and your treatment.

 

[Serena 2026]

I have 2, 35 ml bottles of euthasol
It's somewhat alkaline if my memory serves me. I did do a ph strip I know that it has a chemical agent in it.
I had a severe panic attack earlier because I have no idea how to get over the gag reflex when I put it under my tongue and taste it. It tastes like some kind of nasty lighter fluid mixed with a play doh after taste. I can't intake the shit with anything in my stomach or i risk throwing it up, or possibly burning my esophagus out entirely, but I'm hoping I'll be dead before then.
Can anyone guide me on how I could possibly get over the risk of throwing it up- any suggestions besides anti emetics?
Im so desperate for this to end finally any help is appreciated

Based on my research, that amount isn't enough for the CTB... the book I bought, *A Solução Final*, says the minimum is 200 ml. It also mentions that the taste isn't pleasant and suggests boosting it with an alcoholic beverage—I think it recommends 40 ml. I'm considering using Martini or a sweet liqueur to mask the flavor, since that's the method I plan to use. I intend to apply an anesthetic spray to my tongue to see if that helps... I'm going to test a mixture of lemon and vinegar, taking it after the anesthetic but before the CTB—who knows, maybe it'll work and improve the taste!

Yes veterinary use pentobarbital.
So last night I put about 4 drops under my tongue and quickly downed ice water with it. I passed out within 20 min and had a very deep sleep. Mind you prior to taking it I was having panic attacks and very wound up so my body probably already was tired, but I do not sleep easily as my gaba receptors have been semi permanently damaged by psych meds over the years.

So yeah, about 20-30 min i was out like a light. I did dream

Well probably some medical complications if somehow it does not kill me. It's why I am going out of my way to get a DNR.

Your observations about N really interested me—thanks for sharing! Mas

 

[intr0verse]

Based on my research, that amount isn't enough for the CTB... the book I bought, *A Solução Final*, says the minimum is 200 ml. It also mentions that the taste isn't pleasant and suggests boosting it with an alcoholic beverage—I think it recommends 40 ml. I'm considering using Martini or a sweet liqueur to mask the flavor, since that's the method I plan to use. I intend to apply an anesthetic spray to my tongue to see if that helps... I'm going to test a mixture of lemon and vinegar, taking it after the anesthetic but before the CTB—who knows, maybe it'll work and improve the taste!

The amount required depends on the concentration of the liquid. So for example, Halatal has a concentration of 65 mg per 1 ml, that's 6.5 g per 100 ml and a total of 13 g per 200 ml; Euthasol on the other hand has a concentration of 390 mg per 1 ml which means 13.6 g in 35 ml. What concerns me is that 4 ml, which should contain 1.5 g of N, only gave OP a deep sleep, when in fact, that dose should have put him in a coma. That is weird.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

The amount required depends on the concentration of the liquid. So for example, Halatal has a concentration of 65 mg per 1 ml, that's 6.5 g per 100 ml and a total of 13 g per 200 ml; Euthasol on the other hand has a concentration of 390 mg per 1 ml which means 13.6 g in 35 ml. What concerns me is that 4 ml, which should contain 1.5 g of N, only gave OP a deep sleep, when in fact, that dose should have put him in a coma. That is weird.

OP I think said 4 drops not 4ml

internet says 4 drops is 0.2 ml

but who knows how many ml really were in the drops

 

[intr0verse]

OP I think said 4 drops not 4ml

internet says 4 drops is 0.2 ml

but who knows how many ml really were in the drops

You are correct, he said 4 drops not 4 ml, my mistake. If 4 drops is 78mg, it's still problematic though because now we are under the therapeutic dose so the effects are exaggerated. Maybe 4 drops means a bit more than 0.2 ml.
In case OP wants to test it, 1ml is enough for a sleep test; it should give him a very good sleep.

 

[pedro3211]

I have 2, 35 ml bottles of euthasol
It's somewhat alkaline if my memory serves me. I did do a ph strip I know that it has a chemical agent in it.
I had a severe panic attack earlier because I have no idea how to get over the gag reflex when I put it under my tongue and taste it. It tastes like some kind of nasty lighter fluid mixed with a play doh after taste. I can't intake the shit with anything in my stomach or i risk throwing it up, or possibly burning my esophagus out entirely, but I'm hoping I'll be dead before then.
Can anyone guide me on how I could possibly get over the risk of throwing it up- any suggestions besides anti emetics?
Im so desperate for this to end finally any help is appreciated

How did you manage to get these?

 

[Whydaddy]

to the people asking me how I got this- I know you are inherently curious creatures and some may be truly suffering but It's really none of your business. Please respect that, thank you.

You are correct, he said 4 drops not 4 ml, my mistake. If 4 drops is 78mg, it's still problematic though because now we are under the therapeutic dose so the effects are exaggerated. Maybe 4 drops means a bit more than 0.2 ml.
In case OP wants to test it, 1ml is enough for a sleep test; it should give him a very good sleep.

Yes 4 drops. And it tastes like gasoline chemicals. I also cut it with benzyl alcohol about 6 or 8 months ago to preserve it even further so this could be another reason for its unholiness. But well, life is a joke so why would not also this, be funny.

Anyway- i guess I'll mix it with a ton of antiemetics. To the people saying IV- I really don't know. I think even professionals mess IV up. Im not confident I can do that. I hope I won't just throw it up

Based on my research, that amount isn't enough for the CTB... the book I bought, *A Solução Final*, says the minimum is 200 ml. It also mentions that the taste isn't pleasant and suggests boosting it with an alcoholic beverage—I think it recommends 40 ml. I'm considering using Martini or a sweet liqueur to mask the flavor, since that's the method I plan to use. I intend to apply an anesthetic spray to my tongue to see if that helps... I'm going to test a mixture of lemon and vinegar, taking it after the anesthetic but before the CTB—who knows, maybe it'll work and improve the taste!

Your observations about N really interested me—thanks for sharing! Mas

This is really helpful thank you.
And that is my worst fear- waking up back into this nightmare. is this book available for purchase? What are his credentials ?

You are correct, he said 4 drops not 4 ml, my mistake. If 4 drops is 78mg, it's still problematic though because now we are under the therapeutic dose so the effects are exaggerated. Maybe 4 drops means a bit more than 0.2 ml.
In case OP wants to test it, 1ml is enough for a sleep test; it should give him a very good sleep.

I cut it wirh benzyl alcohol months ago to preserve it. Then refrigerated it. The drops are from a regular dropper inside the bottle. Im not sure how to correctly calculate that- although I can surely say I diluted it slightly.

 

[Serena 2026]

The amount required depends on the concentration of the liquid. So for example, Halatal has a concentration of 65 mg per 1 ml, that's 6.5 g per 100 ml and a total of 13 g per 200 ml; Euthasol on the other hand has a concentration of 390 mg per 1 ml which means 13.6 g in 35 ml. What concerns me is that 4 ml, which should contain 1.5 g of N, only gave OP a deep sleep, when in fact, that dose should have put him in a coma. That is weird.

Yes, there's that detail about the N concentration... good to check before buying!!

to the people asking me how I got this- I know you are inherently curious creatures and some may be truly suffering but It's really none of your business. Please respect that, thank you.

Yes 4 drops. And it tastes like gasoline chemicals. I also cut it with benzyl alcohol about 6 or 8 months ago to preserve it even further so this could be another reason for its unholiness. But well, life is a joke so why would not also this, be funny.

Anyway- i guess I'll mix it with a ton of antiemetics. To the people saying IV- I really don't know. I think even professionals mess IV up. Im not confident I can do that. I hope I won't just throw it up

This is really helpful thank you.
And that is my worst fear- waking up back into this nightmare. is this book available for purchase? What are his credentials ?

I cut it wirh benzyl alcohol months ago to preserve it. Then refrigerated it. The drops are from a regular dropper inside the bottle. Im not sure how to correctly calculate that- although I can surely say I diluted it slightly.

Yes, it is available for purchase in translation in my country... author "Derek Humphry".

 

[Live_Life55]

It is about 2 years old now- I cannot specify where I got it. Ive been prescribed low dose benzo meds for over 10 years…benzos will hammer every receptor in your brain until you have no ability to think or perceive threat. It is quite possibly the most dangerous drug on the planet and it's legal

Benzos have caused me permanent damage too.

On top of severe trauma from narcissist abuse that already disregulated my nervous system.

Only took 25mg of Ativan in 3.5 months and now my brain is fried. No emotions pain in legs and arms everyday is torture and agony.

Lucky you got a hold of N. Will you go through with it? I was desperately trying to apply for Switzerlands program but so complicated.

Well, your substance is the gold standard, you're not going to get it better than that. Every poison is bad tasting. There's a post on here that shows a dignitas movie in which the guy who takes it eats a piece of chocolate after it.

Where can I find Dignitas movie?

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Benzos have caused me permanent damage too.

On top of severe trauma from narcissist abuse that already disregulated my nervous system.

Only took 25mg of Ativan in 3.5 months and now my brain is fried. No emotions pain in legs and arms everyday is torture and agony.

Lucky you got a hold of N. Will you go through with it? I was desperately trying to apply for Switzerlands program but so complicated.


Where can I find Dignitas movie?

this is what they stole from all of us and every one of the 8 billion humans alive and all to be born the right to move away from extreme suffering in a painless guaranteed easy quick way , a Drink of Nembutal / Pentobarbital

this first link is the main point shows the act of drinking Nembutal and how painless it is:

https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/23496/michle-causse-assisted-suicide-scene-from

this is the full movie but should be watched completely , to see all the context and information

 

[Live_Life55]

this is what they stole from all of us and every one of the 8 billion humans alive and all to be born the right to move away from extreme suffering in a painless guaranteed easy quick way , a Drink of Nembutal / Pentobarbital

this first link is the main point shows the act of drinking Nembutal and how painless it is:

https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/23496/michle-causse-assisted-suicide-scene-from

this is the full movie but should be watched all to see all the context and information

Thanks. She survived longer than I thought. Reports online is you sleep in under a minute.

 

[Live_Life55]

3 minutes is good to reflect on how i won the ultimate victory of all time

when your life is that bad , it is the ultimate victory to escape hell and go to the safety of Eternal Non-Existence

True but maybe some of us don't want to think at all after the drink lol

Its kind of ridiculous how that program costs like 20k when the drink itself is like 100 bucks

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

True but maybe some of us don't want to think at all after the drink lol

Its kind of ridiculous how that program costs like 20k when the drink itself is like 100 bucks

if you don't want to think at all and just one pull of a trigger and unconscious i know of only one method gun , shotgun or rifle : instant lights out , instant Death as the brain gets destroyed in miliseconds

but that requires courage and bravery of steel to shoot yourself

yeah the movie shows Nembutal only would cost $100 today if it were legal.

almost anyone could afford that. rent or mortage is $1000 a month, other living expenses food etc. thousands more per month. just $100 yeah i would pay that who wouldn't to escape this nightmare and forever freedom from pain and all this hell.

but they made Nembutal a crime to keep us tortured in this evil prison world. they are evil beyond all comprehension

 

[Live_Life55]

if you don't want to think at all and just one pull of a trigger and unconscious i know of only one method gun , shotgun or rifle : instant lights out , instant Death as the brain gets destroyed in miliseconds

but that requires courage and bravery of steel to shoot yourself

yeah the movie shows it only would cost $100 today.

almost anyone could afford that. rent or mortage is $1000 a month, other living expenses food etc. thousands more per month. just $100 yeah i would pay that who wouldn't to escape this nightmare and forever freedom from pain and all this hell.

but they made Nembutal a crime to keep us tortured in this evil prison world. they are evil beyond all comprehension

A gun is very messy that's why I don't want to use it. Having loved ones see me like that is too much. Also the chance of survival too. Still like 10% depending on where you shoot or how the bullet travels. I want to CTB because of a serious brain injury from trauma and benzos. I can't imagine waking up in a hospital only to be paralyzed and more brain dead.

I think jumping in a volcano is the best bet

 

[Whydaddy]

Benzos have caused me permanent damage too.

On top of severe trauma from narcissist abuse that already disregulated my nervous system.

Only took 25mg of Ativan in 3.5 months and now my brain is fried. No emotions pain in legs and arms everyday is torture and agony.

Lucky you got a hold of N. Will you go through with it? I was desperately trying to apply for Switzerlands program but so complicated.

I applied to Pegasos too. Yes I want to go through with it very soon. Im hoping in a month

 

[Live_Life55]

I applied to Pegasos too. Yes I want to go through with it very soon. Im hoping in a month

If you already have N you don't need to apply for pegasos.

Pegasos told me they need confirmation from family. Not going to happen. Extremely difficult to get approved by them now because of controversy.

 

[Whydaddy]

If you already have N you don't need to apply for pegasos.

Pegasos told me they need confirmation from family. Not going to happen. Extremely difficult to get approved by them now because of controversy.

Well Serena just replied to my post a few days ago saying she doesn't know if 60ml bottles is enough. She was citing something(strange at first since at first glance said "the final solution" Nazi propoganda but I'll give her the benefit of the doubt that it's poorly translated in Portuguese) 200ml would be best. But I don't know how to really calculate the concentration of euthasol- it was given to me via another bottle of euthasol, poured into two 35ml bottles. I trust tje person who gave this to me. But I wonder if I should be mixing SN with it just in case I don't have enough. And yes perhaps some kind of chaser to dilute the awful taste.


As far as pegasos. I applies 3 years ago. I didn't want to pay 6k non refundable fee just to get to talk to the team. They did approve me at first though with talking to that guy Damien about my medical malpractice- but who knows what he would have asked me for. I don't feel like they should be asking families for consent when we were not asked to be born here. And if they take such inflated fees.

 

[intr0verse]

Well Serena just replied to my post a few days ago saying she doesn't know if 60ml bottles is enough. She was citing something(strange at first since at first glance said "the final solution" Nazi propoganda but I'll give her the benefit of the doubt that it's poorly translated in Portuguese) 200ml would be best. But I don't know how to really calculate the concentration of euthasol- it was given to me via another bottle of euthasol, poured into two 35ml bottles. I trust tje person who gave this to me. But I wonder if I should be mixing SN with it just in case I don't have enough. And yes perhaps some kind of chaser to dilute the awful taste.


As far as pegasos. I applies 3 years ago. I didn't want to pay 6k non refundable fee just to get to talk to the team. They did approve me at first though with talking to that guy Damien about my medical malpractice- but who knows what he would have asked me for. I don't feel like they should be asking families for consent when we were not asked to be born here. And if they take such inflated fees.

It's all about the concentration; the 35ml of euthasol you have is equivalent of 13.6 grams of N ( 35ml x 390mg/ml ) which is more than enough to do the job on its own. That's a bit more than the 200ml Serena has.